heee hee =)
well hello ppl... as you know yesturday was the love of my life's birthday... i'm so happy that he's 16 =), well i got to eat dinner with him nd his family!! well yestuday around 3 he came by nd picked up the stuff i made him..i made him a cake that said happy birthday zack, i love u, nd i got him a teddy bear that said i love you nd two balloons that said happy bithday nd i love you, nd i made him 2 CDs with songs i dedacate to him nd the way i feel without him, hopefully he realizes that i mean every word...nd the he means the world to me..., nd i got him a beautiful card... i was going to make one, but i loved wut that one said.. he told me he liked everything..so thats good, we after he picked up his stuff, he left nd i went to my cousins house, vanessa!! we chilled for an hour or so, then chelsea(zack's sister)nd her mom called me to go to the mall =) i got happy i went with them, i had fun, nd her mom called zack to see if he didn't mind me eatting dinner with them.. he didn't mind, i got sooo happy!! so i got droped off at home got ready nd i got purty..( i always use to go bummy to his house), then chelsea pickd me up, nd we chilled, it was chelsea, her mom(ani), sami(chels b.f), tony(zack's friend), zack, nd i! i had fun, i mean it was hard being over there not being his grl, nd not having his attention, but i manage to get through it was all ate together, we sang happy birthday nd we watched a movie(he sat next to me), damn it was hard, i'm so use to cuddling with him nd stuff, i wanted to so badly, but ateast he lay his head in my lap..i was just scraching his head nd stuff, touching his soft skin..damn i miss that so much... but atleast he didn't mind, after the movie i went home it was like 12:15a.m, nd i was scared hat my mom was going to get mad, but she didn't!! =)i guess little by little things will get better...atleast i hope.. damn i hope i get that chance...=\, but w.e time heals.. something keeps telling me he will give me another chance, nd i hope that omthing is right, bcuz i LOVE him alot!! well i'ma go now.. =)
<3 alwayz,
katry
p.s i LOVE my boo!!!!!
