Jul 20, 2004 03:01
this was sumthang that remind me of...how speCiaL peopLe are to them seLf...how speCiaL i am.... dez wordz touCh`d me....and dey werent even mine....dis was dediCated to my sista in law from a very smart good...loyal person in her lyf...her best fwend ingrid ...and her wordz juz remind me, of me lol
The last 4 years haven't been a picnic.I learned what it's like to be alone,to be betrayed,and I learned to loose.I cried myself to sleep most nights thinking how some people can act the way they do and not care about how they affect others. I learned how to be put down and keep ur mouth shut.But then I discovered something. I found out that there's a person that never puts me down or betrays me.ME.When I went home at night and locked myself in my room I felt happy,cuz there wasn't anyone there to hurt me or make me feel bad.The one person that understood me in every way possible.I love myself.Maybe my hair isnt the straighest in the world,but it's mine.Maybe my closet isn't packed with guicci or coach,but I'm not running around naked. I have learned to never get use to a hand holding mine and helping me through hard times. It isn't always gonna be there.So when you have to walk down that cold dark aly,keep your head high.That with every step you take makes you stronger and that with every breath you intake makes you wisher.And be proud that when that aly has come to it's end that you have survived and you did by yourself.Nobody can hurt me.Nothing touches me. Not anymore. I laugh in the face of betrayl,because they think I still care. If I don't expect anything from you then you can't dissapoint me. What goes around comes around.And when they get theres I'm gonna be there on top of the world to see it happen. I'll let you think you're taking me for granted.I'll let you laugh when I'm not looking. That makes me stronger than you because I can take it,and dust it off my shoulder like the dirt that it is.Welcome to my revolution.
soo yea
i needed to write dis down.............
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