as you guys prolly noticed, i deleted all of my old entries. none of my past will be presented in this journal. it's my new life. get used to it. the new boyfriend, the new people that i might start considering my friends, the new half of the third school quarter, the new me =D
oh and the new layout
that kayla took lmao
cause veronica took my old rockstar layout haha
today actually was almost nice
school went by fast and was actually pretty slack. after school i got an iced coffee, came home, talked to mike, and then went to the gym. got home around 5:15, ate, went online, did homework and whatnot. and i get to sleep in a litto more than usual because i have this stupid testing thing in the morning so i'm going to school late =]
mike and i are doing wonderfully. i talked everything out with keith and sam. we're all good now. i guess keith might still be a litto down, but at least we apologized to eachother. sam's going out with joe, which is surprisingly okay with me .. i usually hate it when my friends go out with my ex boyfriends, but i'm restarting remember? =] i don't think keith and mike are friends again yet .. we'll just have to wait and see i guess. i didn't mean to cause trouble, but i did, and everyone said it's okay. it's not my fault i like mike, and it's not his that he likes me back. keith decided he should be happy for mike and i, instead of acting childish and complaining and getting mad at us about it. so everything's getting better.
sort of.
i'm trying =]
i'm learning that i'm not the center of the universe ; i should stop counting on people all the time ; be a bit more independant ; not everyone likes me, and i don't have to like them back.
i'm proud of myself. i truly do not care what you think about me anymore, i'm getting to be my own person, and it sucks for you if you don't like it.