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it finally snowed! not alot but snow is snow to someone who has NEVER seen it. it was amazing and i was crying happy tears. awwwwwwwwwww but the UGH thing was having to scrape the ice off your windshield after it sits there and freezes. im waiting for some more. woot woot!
well im proud to say that im losing weight. i came up to NY weighing 151 lbs and now im 144 lbs and losing more. yay for cheryl. lets all say GO CHERYL......! lol
i went to my 3rd counseling appointment and we've covered how to deal with crying and anger on my own. instead of me feeling i need jose to confort me everytime i cry, i should go in my room 2 times a weeks, make myself cry after hearing sad music and when i start getting mad, work out to work off the anger. after a month, i should feel that i dont need anyone but me to take care of me, that extra person is just a plus. im hoping it works. i also tell myself that "i took care of me on my own"
i got paid today and blew most of my money already buying calming pictures for my room to hang on the wall. my room is my domain and i need to feel good in it. i bought new pants and sneakers along with some body spray so i smell yummy. i feel more outgoing yet calm then i used to be. that a PLUS!!
my friend willy called me and we chatted. it feels good for someone to call me for a change and not me chasing other ppl just to talk. also it felt good cuz he is a good friend from FLORIDA which brings the "home" to me. feel free to call me anytime willy. thanks again and tell everyone hello. im outta here for now, i should be back in a week to update more. i miss you all and hope to hear from you soon, MUAHZ!!!! xoxoxoxox
cheryl
well im proud to say that im losing weight. i came up to NY weighing 151 lbs and now im 144 lbs and losing more. yay for cheryl. lets all say GO CHERYL......! lol
i went to my 3rd counseling appointment and we've covered how to deal with crying and anger on my own. instead of me feeling i need jose to confort me everytime i cry, i should go in my room 2 times a weeks, make myself cry after hearing sad music and when i start getting mad, work out to work off the anger. after a month, i should feel that i dont need anyone but me to take care of me, that extra person is just a plus. im hoping it works. i also tell myself that "i took care of me on my own"
i got paid today and blew most of my money already buying calming pictures for my room to hang on the wall. my room is my domain and i need to feel good in it. i bought new pants and sneakers along with some body spray so i smell yummy. i feel more outgoing yet calm then i used to be. that a PLUS!!
my friend willy called me and we chatted. it feels good for someone to call me for a change and not me chasing other ppl just to talk. also it felt good cuz he is a good friend from FLORIDA which brings the "home" to me. feel free to call me anytime willy. thanks again and tell everyone hello. im outta here for now, i should be back in a week to update more. i miss you all and hope to hear from you soon, MUAHZ!!!! xoxoxoxox
cheryl