fuck you
yeah so i dont know why i ever believe a word that he says. i'm half the blame for the way i feel. i do it to myself. and everyone wonders why im never happy. just forget it. HALAS its done. i just need to stop and quit everything that i had goin for me. its not worth it anymore. im sick of its.. theres like a cycle it just keeps repeating. i dont want it to repeat again. we'll see how this next 3 or 4 weeks goes. we'll just watch the fucking cycle repeat itself cuz im fuckin niave. byee