Just hoping I die tomorrow
hello day. i'm not going to say you're enjoyable right now. you're actually horrible and give me no purpose. i wish that yesterday was my final day and today was the funeral. i wouldn't care about today. i wouldn't have to live through this day. i'd be comfortable. i hear the ground is darker six feet under. i wouldn't have to pretend like i do everday. i could finally rest in peace. i'd never have to say, i hope tomorrow never comes. i'd be satisfied with the way i died. i'd be happier knowing that my pain would finally be gone. all the mental pain... the sexual pain.... my constantly i'm going to kill you someday physical pain.... it would finally won. it'll take me to a dark place where no one will be able to find me. it'll take me away from today.... but since i didn't die yesterday, i can always hope for a better tomorrow. a better way to die.... tomorrow could be my last day, but i have to wait until today is done.
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