What a Day
I really hate feeling so helpless but I really can't do anything to lift the mood.. >.>
Thing is, I always know that I am careless or forgetful as I tend to lost my stuffs here and there. Sometimes I let them slide coz those stuffs doesn't matters much but sometimes it breaks my heart because I value my stuffs a lot. And today, I just found out that 2 of my favourite sweater went missing!! One was even the one I bought from Beijing! Omg worse thing is I can't even remember when was the last time I wore them so I had 0 chance to think back what happened to them and where is their last possible place.. Haih so heartbreaking la.. Come, let me tell you the story of these 2 jackets in remembrance of them.
The first sweater is a white Nike that I bought from JX's friend back when we were still together. This sweater, he has one, I has one, my mom and sis also has one each. But around 3 or 4 years ago, I left mine in my old college and someone took it without returning it to me. Then mom gave me hers which I had been using happily until I misplace it now. Damn it is one of the softest and nicest sweater that I owned.
The other one I was pretty sure I left it somewhere at home because the last time I saw it, it was on the bed. Maybe I took it somewhere but my brain never register the memory. How sad. This one was a classic sweater that err... named as college style sweater in Taobao.. I bought it when I went to Beijing. I had to haggle with the seller coz they priced it at a ridiculously high price. Not to mention this is kind of a autumn jacket and it was about to be Summer when I went there so it was an off season item. The sweater was also a love at first sight. But after talking to my beloved phz, I managed to find it back in Taobao!! I should have thought about it la!! It was form China ma! Wtf so obvious.. /.\ Thanks love~ <3
After that, I can't help but think back.. I really have the tendency to lose stuffs. I lost my first phone with precious memory although it was not the best phone in the world, lost the family's first digital camera with some photos all together, clothes, and whatever stuffs that was given to me.. Maybe I just don't deserve to own nice things in general..
Haih indeed is a frustrating day la.. Groupmate just let me know that we will have a meeting at the last minute == No man I am not going to layan last minute notice.. Gonna just fake a dental appointment and stay at home to catch some sleep and study for tomorrow's midterm. Sometimes I really think that I am still stuck at the rebellious state whereby when I am provoked, I will not listen or will purposely do something to go against that person.. I don't think this is a good thing but I can't help it.
Actually I also have no idea why I want to write down all these.. Maybe just to feel nostalgic and to commemorate (.....) this sad moment.
Thing is, I always know that I am careless or forgetful as I tend to lost my stuffs here and there. Sometimes I let them slide coz those stuffs doesn't matters much but sometimes it breaks my heart because I value my stuffs a lot. And today, I just found out that 2 of my favourite sweater went missing!! One was even the one I bought from Beijing! Omg worse thing is I can't even remember when was the last time I wore them so I had 0 chance to think back what happened to them and where is their last possible place.. Haih so heartbreaking la.. Come, let me tell you the story of these 2 jackets in remembrance of them.
The first sweater is a white Nike that I bought from JX's friend back when we were still together. This sweater, he has one, I has one, my mom and sis also has one each. But around 3 or 4 years ago, I left mine in my old college and someone took it without returning it to me. Then mom gave me hers which I had been using happily until I misplace it now. Damn it is one of the softest and nicest sweater that I owned.
The other one I was pretty sure I left it somewhere at home because the last time I saw it, it was on the bed. Maybe I took it somewhere but my brain never register the memory. How sad. This one was a classic sweater that err... named as college style sweater in Taobao.. I bought it when I went to Beijing. I had to haggle with the seller coz they priced it at a ridiculously high price. Not to mention this is kind of a autumn jacket and it was about to be Summer when I went there so it was an off season item. The sweater was also a love at first sight. But after talking to my beloved phz, I managed to find it back in Taobao!! I should have thought about it la!! It was form China ma! Wtf so obvious.. /.\ Thanks love~ <3
After that, I can't help but think back.. I really have the tendency to lose stuffs. I lost my first phone with precious memory although it was not the best phone in the world, lost the family's first digital camera with some photos all together, clothes, and whatever stuffs that was given to me.. Maybe I just don't deserve to own nice things in general..
Haih indeed is a frustrating day la.. Groupmate just let me know that we will have a meeting at the last minute == No man I am not going to layan last minute notice.. Gonna just fake a dental appointment and stay at home to catch some sleep and study for tomorrow's midterm. Sometimes I really think that I am still stuck at the rebellious state whereby when I am provoked, I will not listen or will purposely do something to go against that person.. I don't think this is a good thing but I can't help it.
Actually I also have no idea why I want to write down all these.. Maybe just to feel nostalgic and to commemorate (.....) this sad moment.