True Blood.
So much has changed in my life. But it seems like not enough at the same time.
Cory and I are done and I have no clue how to feel. I'm so used to having him there for everything. Now, it's like the past 2 years haven't even existed. Looking at pictures seems like I'm watching a movie because it's so weird that he's not here anymore. I think we were both at fault for a lot of things and I feel like maybe it's better that we're not together now...I just wish it would have all turned out differently. I don't know. I am just hurt and confused. Maybe cause he has a girlfriend already? Yea, that might be it.
It is the summer and I have been doing nothing. I'm barely working which is nice but at the same time weird. I like being busy, takes my mind off things. I have fully moved into Ashley's fathers house and it is AMAZING. It is so carefree here and he is such a positive person. They make Ashley and I feel awesome and motivate us so much. It's a great environment to be around. I can't wait to go back to school in the fall, I feel so lazy not being there now but it would not have scheduled well with work.
I am going to Tampa next weekend to see RENT!!!! And Anthony Rapp & Adam Pascal are playing their original roles which will be PHENOMENAL!!! I seriously cannot believe I am going to be able to see them play Mark & Roger. It's like a dream come true. Then we're spending the weekend there to hang out with Jade and all the Tampa peoples. I am so stoked about it. Then that Wednesday, July 15...me, Tara and Ashley are going to New York for a week together!! SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!! I need this trip so badly. It's gonna be a blast. Pluuuus, Rob Pattinson is filming a movie there right now and we're gonna go stalk the set. It's meant to be, we WILL meet him. So those vacations are gonna be much needed. I also really really wanna go to LA in October. I want to see Jeremy really badly...I miss him like crazy and I've also wanted to go for such a long time now. I would be able to see Heather too and Eric as well. Tickets are wicked cheap right now so maybe I'll plan it.
I have fallen in love with True Blood. It is SUCH a good show. It is sexy and interesting and funny. And the sex scenes...delicious...amazing. It is totally my new obsession. It has also made my infatuation with vampires go into full on LOVE! Amazing.
I have no clue what else to say right now. I just wanted to give an update. Happy 4th kids...I've been sitting around doing nothing and I probably will all night. Not in the best of moods to be out right now. Have fun and be safe!!!!
Cory and I are done and I have no clue how to feel. I'm so used to having him there for everything. Now, it's like the past 2 years haven't even existed. Looking at pictures seems like I'm watching a movie because it's so weird that he's not here anymore. I think we were both at fault for a lot of things and I feel like maybe it's better that we're not together now...I just wish it would have all turned out differently. I don't know. I am just hurt and confused. Maybe cause he has a girlfriend already? Yea, that might be it.
It is the summer and I have been doing nothing. I'm barely working which is nice but at the same time weird. I like being busy, takes my mind off things. I have fully moved into Ashley's fathers house and it is AMAZING. It is so carefree here and he is such a positive person. They make Ashley and I feel awesome and motivate us so much. It's a great environment to be around. I can't wait to go back to school in the fall, I feel so lazy not being there now but it would not have scheduled well with work.
I am going to Tampa next weekend to see RENT!!!! And Anthony Rapp & Adam Pascal are playing their original roles which will be PHENOMENAL!!! I seriously cannot believe I am going to be able to see them play Mark & Roger. It's like a dream come true. Then we're spending the weekend there to hang out with Jade and all the Tampa peoples. I am so stoked about it. Then that Wednesday, July 15...me, Tara and Ashley are going to New York for a week together!! SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!! I need this trip so badly. It's gonna be a blast. Pluuuus, Rob Pattinson is filming a movie there right now and we're gonna go stalk the set. It's meant to be, we WILL meet him. So those vacations are gonna be much needed. I also really really wanna go to LA in October. I want to see Jeremy really badly...I miss him like crazy and I've also wanted to go for such a long time now. I would be able to see Heather too and Eric as well. Tickets are wicked cheap right now so maybe I'll plan it.
I have fallen in love with True Blood. It is SUCH a good show. It is sexy and interesting and funny. And the sex scenes...delicious...amazing. It is totally my new obsession. It has also made my infatuation with vampires go into full on LOVE! Amazing.
I have no clue what else to say right now. I just wanted to give an update. Happy 4th kids...I've been sitting around doing nothing and I probably will all night. Not in the best of moods to be out right now. Have fun and be safe!!!!