Senioritis!
So ever since I decided where I will be attending College (my decision was made over a month ago) I have simply found no reason to keep going to school. Every day I force myself out of bed and think the same thing... "Why am I willingly driving myself to this place I dont want to be, and sticking around until the day is done?" It has been four years of this crap and I literally dont know how much more I can take. Senior year has gone by so slow, I feel like throwing a brick at everyone who says "Dont wish it away cus before you know it you wont get it back" cus I literally feel like time has been going backwards.
Thankfully winter sports at our school ended this weekend so hopefully that will result in the spring coming and going faster. One of my teachers told me that he sees a pattern in every school year that once the spring season starts, time has the tendency to rush past and before you know it, you're walking down the graduation aisle, thinking about all the moments you shared with these students, some of which you'll never see again. I was saddened by the thought that in a couple a months I will never meet some of these people again so I'm planning on possibly writing notes to everyone who I could've spent more time getting to know and wish them luck in their journey in the future.
No I dont want to wish my senior year away, but I've never wanted to move on so badly in my whole life.
Thankfully winter sports at our school ended this weekend so hopefully that will result in the spring coming and going faster. One of my teachers told me that he sees a pattern in every school year that once the spring season starts, time has the tendency to rush past and before you know it, you're walking down the graduation aisle, thinking about all the moments you shared with these students, some of which you'll never see again. I was saddened by the thought that in a couple a months I will never meet some of these people again so I'm planning on possibly writing notes to everyone who I could've spent more time getting to know and wish them luck in their journey in the future.
No I dont want to wish my senior year away, but I've never wanted to move on so badly in my whole life.