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I am soo bored. And I haven't written in this thing in forever. And now I don't know what to write...cause i've done a lot and a lot's happened, but you'll get bored too.
My family's all here. Nana. Papa. Aunt Barb. Uncle Keith. Plus their dogs, Gigi and Pangie. lol. It's crazy.
Jose left for London today. He let me borrow all of his cd's. I'm in heaven though as My Chemical Romance and Taking back Sunday blasts in my ears.
Christmas was good. Got some good stuff. Lots of penguin stuff too. lol. Everyone was teasing me saying I was gonna get burned out on penguins and not like them anymore. yeah right. I got paint stuff too. I'm stoked cause I was tired of painting on paper with just water colors. lol. And it's all good stuff too. high quality.
I need to paint my bathrooms still. I want it to be done now so bad. It's been unfinished since summer. I'm thinking about doing it later today...but i dunno....cause then, being the neat freak that I am, I'd have to detail clean both bathrooms and organize everything and put it all back in their cabinets. And I know that the work on the cabinets and mirrors and lights aren't done quite yet. But I dunno when they will be.
I'm totally rambling now...
I really need to go back to the gym and start working out again.
I really need to start working on my reports and stuff for school. I need to finish the 2 math lessons I didn't turn in. Only like 3 weeks left in that class and then I'm quitting. I've never been much of a quitter, but I quit this. Screw it.
I think I'll stay with ASB though...maybe. Haven't decided yet. It's a lot better since Darby took over again. Good riddance to Andrae.
I wanna read a book that I'm not required too...and I have one, it's just starting books that I hate...lol.
Angela, i need another senior pic of yours, cause I don't know what happened to the one you gave me. ::tear:: But I really liked it. lol, so please?
I feel like taking pictures. lol With vanessa and kristin. Or Lauren, or someone that will goof off with me.
I wanna go to the movies cause there are quite a few good ones out and I haven't been since November 7th (I just looked at the last ticket; I'm not a freak). But alas, no money, so no movies.
Due to gift cards and such, the only places I can go to get stuff is Barnes and Noble, Macaroni Grill, CPK, Jamba Juice, and Starbucks.
I feel like destroying something. or cutting something up. mutilating stuff. But there's nothing around that I can do that too. I feel like burning stuff too. Or cleaning.
Yeah, I'm totally rambling. That's probably why I don't update this thing anymore. No one really does. There's just the occasional update. Therefore, I don't really know what's going on in anyone's life.
I wish our semester ended before Christmas break like college does, and like my mom's school. It's silly that it doesn't. Cause the teachers take advantage of it and almost expect you to do work over the break. That's not a break at all! I know it. I'll get back to school and be like, "I don't have enough time to get this done!" "You should have worked on it over break" psh no. Screw that. I need a break in order to get through this next semester. Although getting sick for that long period of time sure helped me.
It needs to rain. No, pour. It needs to pour. Or snow. Snow would be nice too.
I feel like making myself look really pretty. Like get in that mode where you know you look good. But I don't really have the energy to. I don't have energy to do anything except write in this thing.
I feel like I could cry right now though. It's odd. Cause I have no reason to.
I think I'm having an anxiety attack. yeah, I am. lol. My throat's kind of closing up and I can feel my heart racing. my muscles are clenching throughout my body and my eyes are starting to fill with tears. gahhh...stop it!
I'm gonna go read to calm me down. I want medicine for this crap or something. Laters...
My family's all here. Nana. Papa. Aunt Barb. Uncle Keith. Plus their dogs, Gigi and Pangie. lol. It's crazy.
Jose left for London today. He let me borrow all of his cd's. I'm in heaven though as My Chemical Romance and Taking back Sunday blasts in my ears.
Christmas was good. Got some good stuff. Lots of penguin stuff too. lol. Everyone was teasing me saying I was gonna get burned out on penguins and not like them anymore. yeah right. I got paint stuff too. I'm stoked cause I was tired of painting on paper with just water colors. lol. And it's all good stuff too. high quality.
I need to paint my bathrooms still. I want it to be done now so bad. It's been unfinished since summer. I'm thinking about doing it later today...but i dunno....cause then, being the neat freak that I am, I'd have to detail clean both bathrooms and organize everything and put it all back in their cabinets. And I know that the work on the cabinets and mirrors and lights aren't done quite yet. But I dunno when they will be.
I'm totally rambling now...
I really need to go back to the gym and start working out again.
I really need to start working on my reports and stuff for school. I need to finish the 2 math lessons I didn't turn in. Only like 3 weeks left in that class and then I'm quitting. I've never been much of a quitter, but I quit this. Screw it.
I think I'll stay with ASB though...maybe. Haven't decided yet. It's a lot better since Darby took over again. Good riddance to Andrae.
I wanna read a book that I'm not required too...and I have one, it's just starting books that I hate...lol.
Angela, i need another senior pic of yours, cause I don't know what happened to the one you gave me. ::tear:: But I really liked it. lol, so please?
I feel like taking pictures. lol With vanessa and kristin. Or Lauren, or someone that will goof off with me.
I wanna go to the movies cause there are quite a few good ones out and I haven't been since November 7th (I just looked at the last ticket; I'm not a freak). But alas, no money, so no movies.
Due to gift cards and such, the only places I can go to get stuff is Barnes and Noble, Macaroni Grill, CPK, Jamba Juice, and Starbucks.
I feel like destroying something. or cutting something up. mutilating stuff. But there's nothing around that I can do that too. I feel like burning stuff too. Or cleaning.
Yeah, I'm totally rambling. That's probably why I don't update this thing anymore. No one really does. There's just the occasional update. Therefore, I don't really know what's going on in anyone's life.
I wish our semester ended before Christmas break like college does, and like my mom's school. It's silly that it doesn't. Cause the teachers take advantage of it and almost expect you to do work over the break. That's not a break at all! I know it. I'll get back to school and be like, "I don't have enough time to get this done!" "You should have worked on it over break" psh no. Screw that. I need a break in order to get through this next semester. Although getting sick for that long period of time sure helped me.
It needs to rain. No, pour. It needs to pour. Or snow. Snow would be nice too.
I feel like making myself look really pretty. Like get in that mode where you know you look good. But I don't really have the energy to. I don't have energy to do anything except write in this thing.
I feel like I could cry right now though. It's odd. Cause I have no reason to.
I think I'm having an anxiety attack. yeah, I am. lol. My throat's kind of closing up and I can feel my heart racing. my muscles are clenching throughout my body and my eyes are starting to fill with tears. gahhh...stop it!
I'm gonna go read to calm me down. I want medicine for this crap or something. Laters...