.: 001 ☆ Sis ...

May 24, 2007 23:22

Where ...?

That trap was closing awful fast. At least Lloyd got out, I guess. I mean, I'm not sure if I believe it. I doubt they can really do anything to change how things are. But, maybe if it's Lloyd ... I mean, he didn't seem to care that I was a half-elf, right? He kept telling me that he wanted to make a place I can be free. Where I can be happy. So maybe, if he gets through, even if I'm not there ... if Lloyd gets through, things are alright, because he might change the world. Right?

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Yeah right. Who am I kidding? He's as pathetic as all of the rest. He's a human. ... I can't ... I can't trust them. They killed ... they killed her. It was the humans that killed her. How can I trust them ...?

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Sis. Am I dead? Did I die in that trap so that he could get through? I don't remember ... I don't remember feeling it close on me. Did you save me from that? Did you make sure I wouldn't feel the pain in the end? You were always so good to me.

Where are you? I should be with you now! If I died, I should be right where you are! I should be at your side again. I'll be good, I promise. So please, sis. Come back. Come back to me. I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want to be abandoned ever again ...

entry, sis

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