Jul 07, 2005 16:07
i saw chris for the first time in 5 months today
we watched cruel intentions and the movie seemed so much better than usual
i realized i will never be able to fully get over him
as much as i fight myself and say that i am
i'm really not
maybe he is my great love
i've been listening to alot of ben lee recently his whole awake is the new sleep albam seems to touch me so much
idk maybe i'm just a dumb little girl who has problems with letting go