Wow......um...
I completely forgot about this place. So...it's been 3 years or thereabouts. You all must think I'm stark raving mad. I did reading back on this! lol
And so it would seem I manage to find my way here when my life is thrust into major flux. Here we go again! I'm not even gonna backtrack except to say that great guy I work with...we didn't work out. We're still living together because of the lease but not a couple. That great job I got and got promoted so quick? I got promoted twice more...am now a supervisor in a call center for technical support for a major wireless provider. BUT...we got our WARN notices (mass layoff) on Feb 13th and as of April 13th 350 of us are out of a job. SO....
I'm moving back to Tennessee. I saved my tax money (thank God it didn't get here before we got our WARN notice!). There's no work in my field here, but there's plenty in the Nashville area. I have got to get out of Illinois. This place is soul sucking. I will stay with my friend Misty and her family while I line up an apartment. I can get by on unemployment til a job comes through if I'm frugal. I can do that.
I very much look forward to living completely on my own! Responsible for no one but me, no one's happiness but my own. And no hairs on the sink or piss on the toilet! lol
It's been a glorious and challenging 3 years....I've learned a lot about who I am and who I am not. I still have a long way to go there...
I can honestly say I'm probably more sane than I ever have been in my entire life. With that said...it's new and it's different and finding me after so many years of being someone else's girlfriend or mom or wife or teacher or....you name it. I just wanna be Kel...so I gotta figure out what she's really all about without all the hubbub.
I hope all our dream/wishes come true this year.... :)
oh yeah...and tell folks you love them if you do. It has become glaringly obvious to me today that right now is all we freakin' have for sure...well, until we die...then we have it all. (in my belief system). Those you love can be gone so fast....don't take any of your relationships for granted and tell people you love them.
I love you! Yes you and you and you and you! :)
And so it would seem I manage to find my way here when my life is thrust into major flux. Here we go again! I'm not even gonna backtrack except to say that great guy I work with...we didn't work out. We're still living together because of the lease but not a couple. That great job I got and got promoted so quick? I got promoted twice more...am now a supervisor in a call center for technical support for a major wireless provider. BUT...we got our WARN notices (mass layoff) on Feb 13th and as of April 13th 350 of us are out of a job. SO....
I'm moving back to Tennessee. I saved my tax money (thank God it didn't get here before we got our WARN notice!). There's no work in my field here, but there's plenty in the Nashville area. I have got to get out of Illinois. This place is soul sucking. I will stay with my friend Misty and her family while I line up an apartment. I can get by on unemployment til a job comes through if I'm frugal. I can do that.
I very much look forward to living completely on my own! Responsible for no one but me, no one's happiness but my own. And no hairs on the sink or piss on the toilet! lol
It's been a glorious and challenging 3 years....I've learned a lot about who I am and who I am not. I still have a long way to go there...
I can honestly say I'm probably more sane than I ever have been in my entire life. With that said...it's new and it's different and finding me after so many years of being someone else's girlfriend or mom or wife or teacher or....you name it. I just wanna be Kel...so I gotta figure out what she's really all about without all the hubbub.
I hope all our dream/wishes come true this year.... :)
oh yeah...and tell folks you love them if you do. It has become glaringly obvious to me today that right now is all we freakin' have for sure...well, until we die...then we have it all. (in my belief system). Those you love can be gone so fast....don't take any of your relationships for granted and tell people you love them.
I love you! Yes you and you and you and you! :)