It's gonna be a GREAT year!
It has started off extremely difficult and finally got unbearable and scary. I'm getting a divorce. My tax refund has arrived so I'm headed out tomorrow back to the midwest to stay with my Mel. She has graciously made room in her home for me until I can get on my feet. Noah is back at his dad's and that's where he needs to be right now. Sucks he couldn't finish out the school year here but when I told Scott (the ex) what was going on here he said "Leave. Now." so that's what I'm doing. It was that or become a zombie on xanax until May. He didn't like that idea. Scott has been incredibly supportive and helpful. I have the most amazing ex in the universe! Martha (Misty's mom) reminded me of a card we were given at church one time that listed characteristics of a person who could be potentially dangerous in a relationship. The man I married fit 11 out of 15 of them and I was clueless until she had me read that card again. I'm doing the right thing according to all the people that love me. (Except the church people) I have no problem leaving that church...I now see that it's no longer the place for me. God called me there but it's time to move on. Things have gotten kind of scary there too. I will be no less than 2 hours away from each of my 3 boys I have contact with and that is an AMAZING thought to me! :) Let's see what God's got for me in La Salle, IL!
Seems this is a year of changes for a lot of people. I pray they all come to fruition and are productive and positive changes!
Seems this is a year of changes for a lot of people. I pray they all come to fruition and are productive and positive changes!