Jan 14, 2008 16:02
Well I'm at the library in Springfield, TN making this post. My things are still in Kentucky. I have no clue where the relationship with the Kentuckian are going except nowhere at this moment in time, by my choice. He is remorseful and seems to be making positive changes in his life that would make being with him on a more permanent basis possible. I don't necessarily buy it since it's coming only through email. I'm working too hard on rebuilding MY life to worry about OUR life. I'm staying in a beautiful place way out in the country in the middle of the woods with my dear friend Lisa. I never thought we could live together but it's been very nice. I have a job interview tomorrow that is basically a formality and will begin work either later this week or early next week at Shoneys restaurant as I think first a dishwasher then a waitress. That was the tentative plan anyway according to the manager. It is fantastic to be back in my church and with my Christian family. I've never known such love. Life is not easy right now, but getting better.
Shea, I don't wanna go into what happened but I was in no physical danger at any time, and he didn't cheat on me. He asked me to leave then promptly regretted it after I did. Oh well...
Thanks Eric for the hug...I REALLY needed it at the time.
Love y'all! Take care...