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Fuckinnnnnnnnnnnn I need to stop drinking to that point. You know that point. The blackout point. Because I wake up and things are happening to me that shouldn't be happening.
And camp is alright, I miss Mark soooooooooooo much, and working with Ricky. My co-counselors are fine, I could have done so much worse, but dammit I want Ricky and Mark and MATT back.
I can't even believe camp started already, I felt like last summer I had so much accomplished before July. I guess I've dabbled in a few things, but it went by way too fast.
Uuuuummmmmmm and I don't really like Newton. I've had way more than enough of it, and I want to spend next summer in Madison. My dad was saying that mom would 'miss me terribly' if I wasn't here, which makes the decision more difficult....but I don't have to decide any time soon. For now, I'll manage.
And camp is alright, I miss Mark soooooooooooo much, and working with Ricky. My co-counselors are fine, I could have done so much worse, but dammit I want Ricky and Mark and MATT back.
I can't even believe camp started already, I felt like last summer I had so much accomplished before July. I guess I've dabbled in a few things, but it went by way too fast.
Uuuuummmmmmm and I don't really like Newton. I've had way more than enough of it, and I want to spend next summer in Madison. My dad was saying that mom would 'miss me terribly' if I wasn't here, which makes the decision more difficult....but I don't have to decide any time soon. For now, I'll manage.