Sep 16, 2005 14:10
Everyday i sit back and think about what could be the best for me. but i really don't know. It's like this most people say they know how i feel but truthfully they really have no clue. i appreciate what everyone is trin to do, but under the circumstances that i am going through right now, nothing matters.
All i can say is that i loved that girl and what she did was completly wrong, but i can't go back into the past an change things so now i must force myself to move on. it feels wierd having the person yopu once loved mom being closer to you then that person. But i will continue talking to mama deb just because we both feel the same and we can talk about everything together.
I may be an alch... right now but after i get over my pain i will back and be better off.
So all my friends out there i thank you for everything that you all do and i am sorry for making everyone worry, but i will be fine. i just need time to get over what needs to be gotten over
It is almost time for work so for now i am out
thank you
billy