Feb 03, 2010 00:25
I've been watching youtube videos for hours this evening (in the interest of finding new material for the band) and there are SO many musical couples out there. Usually a guitarist husband and a singer wife. What I wouldn't give for a musician/lover to make music with. I LOVE Stacey Kent and envy her musical life...a saxophonist husband who tours with her and writes songs for her. I have two BIG voids in my life....no love and no songs (only those that me and my band cover). I will wish for both from this moment and hope they come together.
I'm not entirely sure it's a good idea to have a picture of Colin Morgan looking lovely as my profile pic right now. In my current loveless melancholy state it starts a fierce yearning off inside me and almost makes me physically ache. I suppose it isn't Colin I'm yearning for (though I confess it WOULD be nice!) .... I just miss having someone to get excited about. I'm not even crushing on anyone right now....an innocent flirt is always good for a damaged heart that's trying to heal.
I will try to remain hopeful and, in the meantime, dream of what might be.xx