A change
So this year I have done a veritable one 180 since around this season last year. I think I might have had a slight depression and that slight depression was named Justin as opposed to the more colorful names I could name him. I will refrain at least for today in the spirit of all things Christmas. Also I am thinking that Depression had to do with him being well him and that said not having him around has made my life so so very much easier. So anyway this year I am so into Christmas its not funny Hell I even put lights outside the house with help from my good friend Bree. I know I haven't been writing in this damn thing not that anyone reads it anyway. But I feel somewhat inspired to write today though this usually isn't a good thing, normally this leads into me ranting on and on so I will try to limit myself from doing that today. Anyway I feel like finally I am 100% back to the person I was before I had ever gotten into a relationship although I am a lot smarter and much much more suited to having a new one should an opportunity present itself not that it will anytime in the near future but should it happen I am ready. Also I am more able to take care of myself then ever which is a nice feeling.
Just the other day I blew a fuse and I was staring there looking at it thinking how in the hell do I fix this? I know nothing about the 70 year old fuse box in the basement or where other fuses might be.. call me prepared lol, anyway so I went down in the basement and tried a few things none of which worked of course so then I thought hmm where Ive I seen fuses before? I know we had bought some when we moved in and I found them in the bottom of the Hallway closet try digging though that in the dark. So it was just a matter of figuring out the voltage and puting them into the right blown fuses and BAM I fixed it all by myself talk about feeling acomplished for the stupidest thing ever! But I totally did :) and it was a cool feeling like hey I can do this.. just wait until is something I can't fix then I will totally panic lol.
So this weekend I am going to bake cookies and yes I am super excited it will be just like baking them with Grandma only I'll be making them. Kinda like Halloween I guess they did turn out good though Meg really show me how I will not take all the credit. Oh yes and this year for Christmas dinner I will be making a Middle Eastern Dinner I think it will be fun to get away from the ham that seems ever so popular with everyone, I like ham as much as the next person but I can only eat so much of it before I need something new and fresh. Ive never cooked Middle Eastern food before so its a new adventure for me as well. I did make a hell of a thanksgiving Dinner with Bree's help this year and it was pretty good. In the mean time I have plently to do to keep me busy and plenty of food to make. The next few weekends will probably be insane with a party coming up and Christmas then New Years In the Windy City which I am totally excited for. Hmm leave a boyfriend gain a life thats totally different from what I expected all a long but its been a Hell of a good year with a really rough start and my friends have really been the best I could ever ask for So I guess I should wrap this up and I don't know actually do some work for once lol kidding. But for now I've got time and Cheetos not a bad way to pass the time.
Just the other day I blew a fuse and I was staring there looking at it thinking how in the hell do I fix this? I know nothing about the 70 year old fuse box in the basement or where other fuses might be.. call me prepared lol, anyway so I went down in the basement and tried a few things none of which worked of course so then I thought hmm where Ive I seen fuses before? I know we had bought some when we moved in and I found them in the bottom of the Hallway closet try digging though that in the dark. So it was just a matter of figuring out the voltage and puting them into the right blown fuses and BAM I fixed it all by myself talk about feeling acomplished for the stupidest thing ever! But I totally did :) and it was a cool feeling like hey I can do this.. just wait until is something I can't fix then I will totally panic lol.
So this weekend I am going to bake cookies and yes I am super excited it will be just like baking them with Grandma only I'll be making them. Kinda like Halloween I guess they did turn out good though Meg really show me how I will not take all the credit. Oh yes and this year for Christmas dinner I will be making a Middle Eastern Dinner I think it will be fun to get away from the ham that seems ever so popular with everyone, I like ham as much as the next person but I can only eat so much of it before I need something new and fresh. Ive never cooked Middle Eastern food before so its a new adventure for me as well. I did make a hell of a thanksgiving Dinner with Bree's help this year and it was pretty good. In the mean time I have plently to do to keep me busy and plenty of food to make. The next few weekends will probably be insane with a party coming up and Christmas then New Years In the Windy City which I am totally excited for. Hmm leave a boyfriend gain a life thats totally different from what I expected all a long but its been a Hell of a good year with a really rough start and my friends have really been the best I could ever ask for So I guess I should wrap this up and I don't know actually do some work for once lol kidding. But for now I've got time and Cheetos not a bad way to pass the time.