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if i was sixty i would have already had three heart attacks and be six feet under right now, but ive still got a ways to go so im holding out. wanna hear how amazing my friends are, once again? tough shit you're gonna.
anyway, so after keeping it in for like ever, i tell my friends a bit of unfortuneate news yesterday, and i told kathryn in gym ninth period. so then today, after i walk in the door after dance, after work, after my stupid Lit AP, i see a little white box with flower stickers on it addressed to yours truely in a handwriting that is oh so kaferyn. (not to mention it had her name on it too haha) and i smiled for i think the first time in uhmmmm i dont even know how many days. oh and it was shipped priority mail which means she thought it was tres important and did it was work yesterday ASAP and i feel oh so special.
and then jessie stopped by and i was interrupted from my package but thats ok because shes jessie and i was glad to see her too and she was oh so nice and brought me a permission slip for six flags and then was oh so nice again and took it from me and my check and she emailed kate and oh my dear where would i be without her.
but anyway, the package, so yeah i open it and theres of course an adorable card from my lovely (because she is the hallmark queen) and a stuffed koala bear and lollipops and stickers and yay. and now i will have yet another reminder of kathryn and another stuffed animal to snuggle with at night cuz god knows i have nothing else ;-P
oh yes, and lucifer gave me her starbucks cup to pour my hot chocolate into this morning before the AP bc it was so hot it melted my cup and it was going to spill all over me any second and i didnt want to throw it out bc hello im addicted even though it tasted like coffee after i used her cup but thats ok because she saved the day and saved my jeans.
and somehow magically things got slightly better since i left for dance today. first of all i wasnt choking back tears at dance and i actually could do some shit right tonight which is amazing in itself, and then my package from kat came, and then my mom gave me permission (hah like i need permission) to quit my job and she stopped being a bitch and realized that im freaking out and then i actually kind of felt bad for her which is unusual but under the circumstances its understandable. and then she gave me a list of things i have to do starting at six oclock in the morning tomorrow like walk the dogs and wake jill up and make lunches and feed the dogs when i come home at lunch and take care of jill and make sure i do everything before i go to work for six hours on a friday night and she doesnt know what time she'll be home and she has to talk to the surgeon all alone and find out the details and thats why i felt bad especially cuz i yelled at her because she isnt telling me anything but thats because she doesnt know anything.
i like to ramble. can you tell.
and then she told me i should go to the hospital after work on saturday and go visit which scares the %$#@ out of me but im gonna go even though i dont know where to park or where to go even though i work two blocks away every god damn day. so maybe ill just park there and walk.
and hmmmm what else is going on in my brain. hm. my senior trip (that i already handed in the check for) is on the same day as the ONE tech rehearsal for dance at the theatre. the new theatre that ive never been to before meaning i have to go or else i will look like a fool onstage. and this tech rehearsal is from 5-9 and i have no idea when the trip gets back which is awesome especially when i work up the balls to tell sarah who already hates me bc i cant think straight and cant memorize anything. yes. but my daddy offered to come drive to pennsylvania to pick me up and drive me back early so i can get to the rehearsal in time, which makes him amazing as well, although i would never make him do that for me even though everyone knows he really just wants to drive the beamer all the way to pennsylvania because the little man in the computer on the screen will tell him all the directions and he loves it. im going to be the only senior not taking the Euro AP tomorrow, but thats quite alright because three in one week was enough for me thank you very much.
typing all that nonsense made my fingers really hurt. remind me to never do that again.
oh yeah, did you know that there are palm trees in italy? without lucifer i woulda never known that.
anyway, so after keeping it in for like ever, i tell my friends a bit of unfortuneate news yesterday, and i told kathryn in gym ninth period. so then today, after i walk in the door after dance, after work, after my stupid Lit AP, i see a little white box with flower stickers on it addressed to yours truely in a handwriting that is oh so kaferyn. (not to mention it had her name on it too haha) and i smiled for i think the first time in uhmmmm i dont even know how many days. oh and it was shipped priority mail which means she thought it was tres important and did it was work yesterday ASAP and i feel oh so special.
and then jessie stopped by and i was interrupted from my package but thats ok because shes jessie and i was glad to see her too and she was oh so nice and brought me a permission slip for six flags and then was oh so nice again and took it from me and my check and she emailed kate and oh my dear where would i be without her.
but anyway, the package, so yeah i open it and theres of course an adorable card from my lovely (because she is the hallmark queen) and a stuffed koala bear and lollipops and stickers and yay. and now i will have yet another reminder of kathryn and another stuffed animal to snuggle with at night cuz god knows i have nothing else ;-P
oh yes, and lucifer gave me her starbucks cup to pour my hot chocolate into this morning before the AP bc it was so hot it melted my cup and it was going to spill all over me any second and i didnt want to throw it out bc hello im addicted even though it tasted like coffee after i used her cup but thats ok because she saved the day and saved my jeans.
and somehow magically things got slightly better since i left for dance today. first of all i wasnt choking back tears at dance and i actually could do some shit right tonight which is amazing in itself, and then my package from kat came, and then my mom gave me permission (hah like i need permission) to quit my job and she stopped being a bitch and realized that im freaking out and then i actually kind of felt bad for her which is unusual but under the circumstances its understandable. and then she gave me a list of things i have to do starting at six oclock in the morning tomorrow like walk the dogs and wake jill up and make lunches and feed the dogs when i come home at lunch and take care of jill and make sure i do everything before i go to work for six hours on a friday night and she doesnt know what time she'll be home and she has to talk to the surgeon all alone and find out the details and thats why i felt bad especially cuz i yelled at her because she isnt telling me anything but thats because she doesnt know anything.
i like to ramble. can you tell.
and then she told me i should go to the hospital after work on saturday and go visit which scares the %$#@ out of me but im gonna go even though i dont know where to park or where to go even though i work two blocks away every god damn day. so maybe ill just park there and walk.
and hmmmm what else is going on in my brain. hm. my senior trip (that i already handed in the check for) is on the same day as the ONE tech rehearsal for dance at the theatre. the new theatre that ive never been to before meaning i have to go or else i will look like a fool onstage. and this tech rehearsal is from 5-9 and i have no idea when the trip gets back which is awesome especially when i work up the balls to tell sarah who already hates me bc i cant think straight and cant memorize anything. yes. but my daddy offered to come drive to pennsylvania to pick me up and drive me back early so i can get to the rehearsal in time, which makes him amazing as well, although i would never make him do that for me even though everyone knows he really just wants to drive the beamer all the way to pennsylvania because the little man in the computer on the screen will tell him all the directions and he loves it. im going to be the only senior not taking the Euro AP tomorrow, but thats quite alright because three in one week was enough for me thank you very much.
typing all that nonsense made my fingers really hurt. remind me to never do that again.
oh yeah, did you know that there are palm trees in italy? without lucifer i woulda never known that.