Another fanmix for
lost_land. This idea just randomly came to me. I was going to do an Aaron fanmix but couldn't settle on an 'older' version of him; so I went with Ji Yeon. Basically it's just a bunch of songs she would have listened to in her teenage years; being orphaned by her parents, never knowing her father and being raised by her strict grandparents.
Points for this challenge: 15.
Points Total: 30
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1:
Everybody by Ingrid Michaelson.
"Everybody, everybody wants to love,
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved."
Lonely, and missing the parents she wished raised her, Ji Yeon understands the need for love better than most people her age.
2:
My Heart by Paramore.
"I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own
But what would it be without you?"
Ji yeon dreams of her mother and wishes she'd had much more time with her.
3:
Into Dust by Mazzy Starr. "Inside me today
Around broken in two
Til your eyes share into dust
Like two strangers turning into dust."
Walking home from school to the strict confines of her grandparents house; Ji Yeon scans the faces of passersby, wondering if by chance any of them could be one of the parents she so longs for.
4:
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For by Bonnie Tyler.
"I have run,
I have crawled,
I have scaled these city walls,
These city walls,
Only to be with you.
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for."
Orphaned, Ji Yeon always feels like something is missing in her life, and because her parents are both dead, she knows she'll never find exactly what she's looking for.
5:
Please Don't Leave Me by Pink.
"Please don't leave me.
Please don't leave me.
I always say how I don't need you,
But it's always gonna come right back to this,
Please, don't leave me."
Ji Yeon and her first serious boyfriend break up, and she is just overwhelmed with emotion at someone else leaving her.
6:
Sick & Tired by Anastasia.
"'Cause I'm sick and tired,
Of always being sick and tired.
Your love isn't fair,
You live in a world where you didn't listen,
And you didn't care.
So I'm floating,
Floating on air."
Ji Yeon wishes for another life; one where she didn't have to deal with the pain of being without her mother and father every day.
7:
Little Black Sandals by Sia.
"I wanna get away from you,
As fast as I can.
I tell my feet to move it,
I hope they have a plan."
Ji Yeon hates living with her grandparents, she hates their rules and she hates that she doesn't have her parents; she wants to run away.
8:
The Shape Of You by Jewel.
"There's a hole in my heart,
And I carry it wherever I go,
Like a treasure that travels with me down every road.
There's this lonely loss so deep,
Kinda bitter,
Kinda sweet,
There a hole in my heart,
In the shape of you."
The hole in her heart is in the shape of her parents, Jin and Sun.
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