gratitude...and collateral damage.
it's been quite a while since the last time i've felt emptied enough to be filled up this way. i feel so much gratitude for god's presence being very real to me today. for the first time in a long time, my prayer tonight was not a "help me, help me, help me" but a "thank you, thank you, thank you". it's just too unfortunate that i had to lose someone to get here. how i wish i got here first before i met him, because he's such a great person to lose. love does not end, it simply reshapes itself but it cannot be done if it is a square peg lodged - no, fastened - into a round hole. it has to free itself first...in the hope that when it is done being reshaped, that it would fit into the old round hole, if the round hole has not reshaped itself.