Anything Goes Meme
Since this is a bandwagon, I'm sure you know by now how this goes down. Feel free to ask for: Relationships, Hot or Not, Drabbles, Essays, Whatever the hell you want, etc. Feel free to ask for however many you want. I'm still on break so this'll give me something to do in the wee small hours of the morning (pfft who needs sleep
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Mika is happy and not happy. Mika is clued in and totally clueless. Life is very confusing and Mika hates confusing things. MIKA SMASH. Basically? Mika is worried he's turning into a whore like Raphael. How can he have feelings like that for more than one person, let alone someone that isn't Raph? As most people know, Michael is emotionally stunted six ways from sunday. Romance and physicality and all that are still things that confuse him and he's figuring out. He was fooling around with a couple people to help figure it out, because hey, Raph does it and it feels good and it helps him get a better understanding of this crap. And while he likes Rabi as a brother and Shigure as a father, any sort of non-platonic feelings he though were reserved for Raph. So this is messing with him a little. But he is grateful for Shika and Chizu-nee being his sane friends and people he can talk to and who care about him and such. Anyways, other things, Mika is feeling displaced. He doesn't have his purpose any more, which was destroying Lucifer. And now he feels like he's been replaced as Raph's bff. He's also admitted to feeling like a bench warmer. He feels like Raph is just keeping him on the backburner until he and Axel are through, and that his relationship with Axel is the most important one to him. Raph doesn't talk to him anymore like he used to, nothing he does can help Raph, nothing he does can help Rabi, the Earl is here... He's doing better mentally all around and is getting better at not letting Raph's actions affect his mood as much. He tries not to think about things that bother him, and he's sticking to distractions. When faced with the problems and such though, he is definitely not a happy camper. He doesn't really want to leave camp, but a part of him wonders if he did if it would solve his and Raph's problems or if he'd be happier. But he doesn't even know where he's going home to. This was really rambly and not cohesive. I'm sure I left a lot of things out, so feel free to ask questions or thoughts on certain things. I'll probably end up commenting again with more ramblings.
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