So depressed. :'(
You know what. Love sucks. I am so tired of love. Why do I have to be in love? So much pain and stress. All I feel is pain everyday. :'( Someone save me... I'm gonna die from this, watch.
I like this guy. I've liked him for almost about a year and a half. It's been on and off one-sided love. I'm seriously tired of this. I can't get him out of my head, I can't get him away from me. Even if I try. He's just so likable, I can't let go. Even when I see some other guy that's awesome and hott/cute, he pops up. I think it's obsession. But I mean I feel like I'm soooooo in love with him and only him. The painful part is when he knows I've liked him for a long time but he just doesn't see me as that or something. During the time I liked him [on and off], he liked a girl who's a good friend of mine [I known her since elem. we, me, her and another girl, we were like triplets in elem.]. He keeps goin on and off to her as I like him on and off. I feel rejected. I feel lonely. I feel like I'm not good enough for him. I'm hurt. I feel like a nobody. I'm so tired of this love game. I seriously think love is a game. I don't want it to be a game. I want it to be a puzzle, with all the puzzle pieces fitting together. All I see is him, all I think about is him, all I hear is him, everything!!! Argh! lol Yes, I am obsessed. But I can't help it. It's like I could die for him. Has anyone felt like this before? I'm so tired of this. So stressed, in pain.. love is hurting me deeply and painfully.
