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[littlestarrs]

so i think im having a breakdown...or am about to have one.........im so tired of driving out to great lakes crossing and dealing with some of those stupid ass people, the only time the other leads do anything...(except noel) is when julie is there.....i feel like i work my ass off and i have nothing to show for it.....and i say that because my dad isnt working....and now my mom is out of a job because that crappy ass company is closing its stores........so who gets stuck paying all the damn bills......i have not gotton to spend one pay check on me since i have had this job...and the pay is great...and it would be greater if i had some of it for me....but no my mom doesnt listen to me when i tell her that media play is going to close and that she should leave....and my dad....hes perfectly fine...sure he has some breathing problems....but who doesnt...but then again maybe if he didnt drink and do that other crap so much then i wouldnt be writing this in the first place would i?

school starts tuesday and for some reason i thought it would be smart to take 3 classes plus 2 5 week classes...i start school, at 11 in the morning and dont get out until 9:40 at night.........and then when im not in school...i will be at work everyday....yay sounds so exciting....which i knw brandon ur going through the same thing with work and school.....so i feel you on that one.......just dont go back to media play.....because that store is gonna close too....

anyways........i have come to the conclusion that i need to marry rich....but it seems that wont happen because im fugly and no guy ever looks my way....

alright i vented...i feel somewhat better