Feb 20, 2005 20:31
well i finally hung out with people today!!! i swear to god this weekend has been so antisocial its not even funny. last weekend too as a matter of fact. ive been very annoyed with the fact that half of my friends are gone. but i hung out with mara today for like 4 hours. good times. we went to steam and then my house and saw GARDEN STATE which was a mind-blowing movie....sooo awesome....and then we went to the playground at colonial and talked for a good 45 minutes or so. i was like lying down on the jungle gym and mara was like "wouldnt it be so cool if everyone came here at night and we could like sleep here under the stars?" i like the way she thinks. but sadly sneaking out of my house is impossible. *sighs* oh well.
afterwards i went over to my godfather's house for my his little daughters' 2nd birthday. shes SOOO cute, little nick, as we call her. i met up with my cousin jessica whos exactly my age. i havent seen her since we were flower girls at my godfather's wedding when we were 8 or so. but we clicked immediately. shes crazy, like me. she lives in yonkers too, were gonna see each other on saturday after i get back from skiing. we'll go to the mall WOO!
i never got to hang out with rose since my mom suddenly started acting all parentish and was like "YOU THINK IM GONNA LET YOU SLEEP OVER WITH SOME GIRL I DONT EVEN KNOW! YOUVE GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!" i think shes just nervous she was a crazy bisexual like a few of the other girls at camp. but whatever.
did i mention garden state was incredible?
i swear to god, while we were driving around to my godfathers house in northern new jersey i was like "ohmygod...this is just like garden state" *smile*
so today was cool.
other then the fact i had to go to church this morning. i really listened to the apostle's creed this time instead of just repeating it like a mindless drone. and honestly...it sounded like a load of bullshit. i know im so going to hell. but i dunno, ive been doubting lately. ive come to the realization that i might be spiritual, but im totally not religious.
meh. im going. im gonna try to meet up with people. ill write later if anything cool happens. but this should fill you all up for a while.