i danced in flames and drunk in the depths of love
wow okay. well for those of you that have recently complained about my lack of journal entries, you should have been well entertained by the drama that took place on my last post. i wont say any more about it seeing as this might have caused a mini war between mara and angie. urhhhhh...yeah.
i finally got a mini-solo in drama. one line. "that load is heavy as hell" haha! the other day i got to sing nina's lines because she wasnt here "have you seen how the foreman is fuming today/with his terrible breath and his wandering hands?" mr orefice totally knows about the whole idiotic academic probation thing (where they dont let you do after school activities because you did badly in school) and so does susie. theyre suggesting a tutor. honestly i dont need a tutor. i just need to get off my ass and do my homework, and i told them this. they agreed. mr orefice has decided to let it slip and let me come to rehursals as long as i actually try to get my grades up. which im doing. no way im doing badly on the next one. ive already eliminated myself from most ivy league schools as it is. i at least want to get into NYU or maybe a liberal arts college somewhere upstate. i wouldnt know. i havent done any research on colleges or anything. not that i need to. for god's sake i dont have to start thinking about that until next year.
well back to the whole academic probation- i was in chorus today and we were talking about the quebec trip. and mrs myers goes "do you think that they'd let you go?" and im like "uhhh why wouldn't they? i already paid for it?" and she goes "because of your grades...." in this quiet voice. gee, thanks. ya know im already getting guilted from my parents night and day about this shit. i dont need the teacher of my favorite class on me about it too. i dont think she likes me that much. but then again, she seems to dislike anyone whos not a senior with an amazing voice (i.e-dominique, sam, nick, john, caitlyn, mike etc etc etc) so whatever. i know ill get my turn in time. this kid was arguing with mrs myers about something or another and hes like "well rebel against you!!" so i start singing a play on "do you hear the people sing" from les mis and we all start singing it. just to be funny. we were standing up during fame today and doing our jazz hands and spirit fingers. good times.
i forgot my gym clothes again yesterday. i swear to god im so going to get a C in gym or something. or at least detention. but thankfully i went out and bought some new baggy pants. you'll never catch me in those stupid shorts all the girls wear. never.
i might go away winter break. i seriously hope not, i wanna just sit around town and hang out with my friends and sleep. im going to see carly, from ursuline, who i havent seen in what feels like a zillion years but i talk to online almost every day. and rosie, my friend from ballibay who i havent seen since july. she lives in manhattan, along with another quarter of the ballibay population. i was going to strike a deal with my mom that if i did well on my next report cards, shed let me go back to ballibay (although she wanted to send me to stagedoor...a tempting offer...but no! im going with my friends!) which she would have done but sadly ill be doing algebra in SUMMER SCHOOL. someone, just shoot me now.
okay. well youve read enough. ill write again when something actually interesting happens.
i finally got a mini-solo in drama. one line. "that load is heavy as hell" haha! the other day i got to sing nina's lines because she wasnt here "have you seen how the foreman is fuming today/with his terrible breath and his wandering hands?" mr orefice totally knows about the whole idiotic academic probation thing (where they dont let you do after school activities because you did badly in school) and so does susie. theyre suggesting a tutor. honestly i dont need a tutor. i just need to get off my ass and do my homework, and i told them this. they agreed. mr orefice has decided to let it slip and let me come to rehursals as long as i actually try to get my grades up. which im doing. no way im doing badly on the next one. ive already eliminated myself from most ivy league schools as it is. i at least want to get into NYU or maybe a liberal arts college somewhere upstate. i wouldnt know. i havent done any research on colleges or anything. not that i need to. for god's sake i dont have to start thinking about that until next year.
well back to the whole academic probation- i was in chorus today and we were talking about the quebec trip. and mrs myers goes "do you think that they'd let you go?" and im like "uhhh why wouldn't they? i already paid for it?" and she goes "because of your grades...." in this quiet voice. gee, thanks. ya know im already getting guilted from my parents night and day about this shit. i dont need the teacher of my favorite class on me about it too. i dont think she likes me that much. but then again, she seems to dislike anyone whos not a senior with an amazing voice (i.e-dominique, sam, nick, john, caitlyn, mike etc etc etc) so whatever. i know ill get my turn in time. this kid was arguing with mrs myers about something or another and hes like "well rebel against you!!" so i start singing a play on "do you hear the people sing" from les mis and we all start singing it. just to be funny. we were standing up during fame today and doing our jazz hands and spirit fingers. good times.
i forgot my gym clothes again yesterday. i swear to god im so going to get a C in gym or something. or at least detention. but thankfully i went out and bought some new baggy pants. you'll never catch me in those stupid shorts all the girls wear. never.
i might go away winter break. i seriously hope not, i wanna just sit around town and hang out with my friends and sleep. im going to see carly, from ursuline, who i havent seen in what feels like a zillion years but i talk to online almost every day. and rosie, my friend from ballibay who i havent seen since july. she lives in manhattan, along with another quarter of the ballibay population. i was going to strike a deal with my mom that if i did well on my next report cards, shed let me go back to ballibay (although she wanted to send me to stagedoor...a tempting offer...but no! im going with my friends!) which she would have done but sadly ill be doing algebra in SUMMER SCHOOL. someone, just shoot me now.
okay. well youve read enough. ill write again when something actually interesting happens.