yet i will....
honestly my body aches....
I am so damn tired, but alas it is Wednesday, so the end of the week is near... well nearer than yesterday.
Gosh, yesterday was a shitty day...
I dunno why but I was a bitter Betty and I just couldn't handle any critique yesterday,
I am usually all for my peers critiquing me honestly and giving me constructive criticism but yesterday I just wanted to scream, then cry and then say FUCK OFF WILL YA PLEASE?
I dunno...
had an emotional night too...
and it is funny the things that can put you from a bad mood to a good...
some of mine lastnight were...
Wendy's frenchfries,
dancing to random celtic music in my living room,
listening to Lilith Fair CD with Ro and Liz
tea with honey
and watching a video of my Christian dance company...
this song is kinda how I have been feeling...
"I will praise you Lord my God,
even in my brokenness I will praise you Lord.
I will praise you Lord my God,
even in my desperation I will praise you Lord.
and I can't understand all that you've allowed,
I just can't see the reason,
but my life is in your hands
and though I cannot see you I choose to trust you....
Even when my heart is torn,
I will praise you Lord.
Even when I feel deserted,
I will praise you Lord.
Even in the darkest valley
I will praise you Lord.
And when my world is shattered and it seems all hope is gone,
Yet I will praise you Lord..."
ya so that is that...
i dunno my fingers are tired,
oh i went to the walk in clinic,
yup i have a viral infection,
could turn into strep throat if i don't get enough rest... ha ha ha
strep here I come... again....
I am so damn tired, but alas it is Wednesday, so the end of the week is near... well nearer than yesterday.
Gosh, yesterday was a shitty day...
I dunno why but I was a bitter Betty and I just couldn't handle any critique yesterday,
I am usually all for my peers critiquing me honestly and giving me constructive criticism but yesterday I just wanted to scream, then cry and then say FUCK OFF WILL YA PLEASE?
I dunno...
had an emotional night too...
and it is funny the things that can put you from a bad mood to a good...
some of mine lastnight were...
Wendy's frenchfries,
dancing to random celtic music in my living room,
listening to Lilith Fair CD with Ro and Liz
tea with honey
and watching a video of my Christian dance company...
this song is kinda how I have been feeling...
"I will praise you Lord my God,
even in my brokenness I will praise you Lord.
I will praise you Lord my God,
even in my desperation I will praise you Lord.
and I can't understand all that you've allowed,
I just can't see the reason,
but my life is in your hands
and though I cannot see you I choose to trust you....
Even when my heart is torn,
I will praise you Lord.
Even when I feel deserted,
I will praise you Lord.
Even in the darkest valley
I will praise you Lord.
And when my world is shattered and it seems all hope is gone,
Yet I will praise you Lord..."
ya so that is that...
i dunno my fingers are tired,
oh i went to the walk in clinic,
yup i have a viral infection,
could turn into strep throat if i don't get enough rest... ha ha ha
strep here I come... again....