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I am not sure how to describe how i am feeling lately...
I want to jump off a cliff
and have a pool full of cotton candy to catch me at the bottom
Kait's room is still the same... except she isn't there...
this is weird...
i can't describe the incredibe highs i am feeling right now
and then the lowest of lows...
i need a hot shower...
i need to put my feet up.
i need to write.
i need a hug
i need to stop needing.
i need to stop writing to-do lists
and just be
in the moment
in this place.
Got an e-mail from Emily...
gosh she makes me smile so much
i can't wait until she comes to see the show... i need her right now
speaking of the show,
I am having so much fun and I honestly ADORE everyone in the cast you are all beautiful on and off stage.
Kait this is not goodbye at all it's only see you later...
i am so proud of you
you are a star in my eyes.
ahhhh i want cotton candy...
I want to jump off a cliff
and have a pool full of cotton candy to catch me at the bottom
Kait's room is still the same... except she isn't there...
this is weird...
i can't describe the incredibe highs i am feeling right now
and then the lowest of lows...
i need a hot shower...
i need to put my feet up.
i need to write.
i need a hug
i need to stop needing.
i need to stop writing to-do lists
and just be
in the moment
in this place.
Got an e-mail from Emily...
gosh she makes me smile so much
i can't wait until she comes to see the show... i need her right now
speaking of the show,
I am having so much fun and I honestly ADORE everyone in the cast you are all beautiful on and off stage.
Kait this is not goodbye at all it's only see you later...
i am so proud of you
you are a star in my eyes.
ahhhh i want cotton candy...