pretend?
he thinks i am wicked dumb and superficial
and that i just pretend to be "happy"
but really i am a depressed person who puts on a smile for school...
or i just act the part: fake
i am honestly happy when i smile
i don't always smile
and i get upset
and i cry
i do all those things
often...
and its okay
and maybe i don't cry to him
but that doesn't mean i don't
it is fine, that is what he thinks, and maybe i do that soemtimes but i don't think of myself as pretending to be happy....
-- bits and pieces taken from a conversation with a friend... i put all of what she said toegther... and i think it's incredible what she has been able to say... --
and that i just pretend to be "happy"
but really i am a depressed person who puts on a smile for school...
or i just act the part: fake
i am honestly happy when i smile
i don't always smile
and i get upset
and i cry
i do all those things
often...
and its okay
and maybe i don't cry to him
but that doesn't mean i don't
it is fine, that is what he thinks, and maybe i do that soemtimes but i don't think of myself as pretending to be happy....
-- bits and pieces taken from a conversation with a friend... i put all of what she said toegther... and i think it's incredible what she has been able to say... --