But my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles...

Mar 16, 2006 11:23

Alrighty, it is official that I suck at updates. Well blog updates that is. On here and on Myspace. I am amazing at being conceited and taking pictures of myself and fiddling around with my Facebook profile and profile and layout on Myspace. Hmm. Life is odd I suppose.

I guess part of the problem is that I have had major writer's block for like the past year and a half. For anything really. It sucks. Especially considering, you know, that is/was supposed to be my major. Right now it is supposed to be my major, but I am so confused on that issue right now. I was waiting for a sign or something to help me figure it out. But, nope, none yet.

Well, I am on Spring Break right now. It hasn't been much of a break. I mean, I have ran a lot of errands with my sister, which I don't mind at all, because I love spending time with her and my baby. Who by the way is definately celebrating her terrible two's by being a big 'ol brat. Haha, but I love her just the same. Aside from errands and stuff, I have a lot of studying to do. I have three tests as soon as we get back. And even though I have studied, I feel like I am not retaining a damn think that I have read or memorized. There is just something about being home, that I seem to not be able to be studious. It's odd, I know. I have hung out with my Noke boys and girls a couple times. And by couple, I mean I have only hung out with people twice. I just have had so much crap to get done. This break has went by uber fast and I feel like everything I needed to get done, I still have not accomplished.

Oh, and, I had to go to the DMV and retake the computer test thingy to renew my license. I passed on my first try, fucking right doggy. :)

Umm....well there is not a lot of new stuff going on I suppose besides getting to briefly see my friends that I miss. Oh and not getting to see some of the ones I miss. Radford's Spring Break is gay. Every other school either had/has their's before or after us. Gay, I tell you, gay.

My grades aren't as good as I was hoping. They aren't bad. I mean I have either A's or B's, nothing lower. But I wanted more A's than B's which isn't the case right now. And I have been working my ass off. And I hate they aren't better because when I work so hard and it doesn't seem to pay off, I stress and push myself too far sometimes, which tends to make my grades worse anyways. Hmph, oh well I guess. We will jsut have to see where things go.

I had a heart to heart with Joe at the 6L last Saturday haha. It's nice being able to talk to old friends you have kind of lost touch with and such. And it's cool to be able to open up to those people too.

I am still in love. Very much so. Not much to really say on that. I'm happy. And that is just enough for everyone to know I guess. 6 months for us is coming up next week. Wow, 6 months. For me that is a long time if you know my past dating history. I am just amazed at how well we work together and how happy I am. I love Terry Edward Woods. :D

Okay, well I suppose that is all for now. And, hopefully I will attempt to update more. Hopefully, but I can't make any promises. ;)
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