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10th July
Okay... advanced warning I am in a real bitch of a mood, and you do not need to read the entire lj.
I am just going to have a rant about anything so please ignore the following: spelling mistakes, spaces between words missed out and anything else I do that's stupid.
i was watchin this 100greatest films last nite and WHY THE HELL DID E.T .WIN?????????????? loads of films are way better than that shit aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh and yes it has been on before but i missed it last time so dont av a bitch at me bot dat
god i need fuckin sleep . i hate the weather . i hate me n everythin about it aarrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhh. why do we have to be in skool today i dont want it, i just want to have a scream rite now ¬_¬
why the hell do i always feel like this ????? i aint eva happy bot anythin
and why does everyone keep correctin me when eva i have an opinon?? god it pisses me off especially when my parents start at me abot nothin
i no it weird but i feel like breakin down in tears rite now, i have a habit of hidin how i feel and when i o dat it builds up inside of me and it either comes out in an angry rage or tears n i think it will be tears this time, great >.>
dr who was okay
saw a best mate yesterday who i aint seen since may so i was happy then but then i ad to go, that was depressin but he is comin to my 18th for definate so that will be good
why the hell am i in such a pissed off mood - i sould onli be pissed off at one person, for reasons , but for some reason i am pissed off at everything and any thind, and i dont want to be, i dont like it, i hate not bein in control of things, normally i control my feelins but at the mo i cant n i am angry at every thin
the one thing i am most angry bot is me bein a fuckin dwarf i hate it, and the worst part is non of my school friends knows wot to say when i get like this and so i feel alone and i hate it and all i want is a hug and to be told that they like me how i am and they never want me to change
that feels better now i have said all of that, more may be added later...
update - 12th July
I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER NOW
all that bitching is exactly what I needed, I need to do that much more often, plus I was hyper for the rest of the day =D =D
anyway.. .. ..
hope to see you all soon =P