its been awhile...

Aug 23, 2006 12:46

so live journal...
live journal live journal...

wow.

ready my past what 5 months in a nutshell...

had a boyfriend his name was dan he was cool for awhile then became an ass and started to cry all the time cause he couldn't take the fact that i was still caring about my ex aka dick.

moved out of my house...couldn't move in with my mom she doesn't have enough room for me, moved in with my stepdad...that place up by walmart again yea i live there AGAIN...hate it but i'm still there for now..

got back my bestest...sabrina i dont know what i was doing without you...she had boy troubles ... with patrick (ass) and reed (jerkface)but all in all we became close again...

got back with brent, okay got fooled around with by brent notice how i didn't say USED cause i dont think that. yes i basically felt that i was being but realized that he wouldn't do that. then we started fighting again but NOOOOOOO it doesn't stop there. recently he's been pulling the 'fuck you stop talking to me' again...yup again. oh well shit happens

courtney left...for a year...matt now is a stoner and dating a hooker...jess is over him...justin well we still hang out cause i love him lol...

kyle likes me, won't leave me alone...don't want him to just don't want him to like me like that.

went to the beach...got hit on by a 29 year old...made me feel cool for a second...

had a gorgous boy like me his name ryan oconnor...was always where i was but was never there if that makes sense...

linda - love her still she's leaving me too..

and most recently ... got a job at zumiez in the exton mall...didn't start working yet but i've got it...

found an old friend jason deecki...haven't really talked to him since about 8th grade or so...missed him like crazy but now we're awesome having way much fun...
sabrina and i saw him at the mall the other day he hung out with us we went to the movies i kissed him before he left hung out last night kissed him again. come to my moms in the morning get on myspace like usual...and what do i see...he's probably got a girlfriend okay so i'm pretty sure he does her names lauren...his myspace name is 'i know' her's is 'i know's girlfriend' so i put 2 and 2 together

oh well

i still hate boys but i want one bad really just someone to hold me and be stupid with...and i just can't find that or it can't find me...

well i'm out

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