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Spending time with Deirdre hurts me. It shouldn't be that way. I love being around her but also...it HURTS. Actually hurts. I didn't think it could be a physical pain.
I want to wake up beside her. I want to roll over in bed and feel the warmth of her right there. I want to lie naked against her and kiss her bare shoulders.
I've thought too much about sleeping beside her. I know I have.
Argh! *breathes* I'm going out with Joanne after class tommorrow so I can talk to her then about this. I need to get all this out and Joanne's the easiest one to talk to.
I want to wake up beside her. I want to roll over in bed and feel the warmth of her right there. I want to lie naked against her and kiss her bare shoulders.
I've thought too much about sleeping beside her. I know I have.
Argh! *breathes* I'm going out with Joanne after class tommorrow so I can talk to her then about this. I need to get all this out and Joanne's the easiest one to talk to.