Yeah, I know it's in Symbol. What's it to ya? If you're smart, you'll figure it out.
I have cried enough tears over men's lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
I am so tired of them.
I thought there was at least ONE guy in my dating past who was honest and true. But no. Recently, He just played me too. And...after SIX years of FRIENDSHIP. How does someone do that? It broke my heart. It really really hurt me. I feel like I just lost something so major. I can deal with losing men/boyfriends/lovers...but to lose faith in someone whom I considered a good friend for so long...I just feel like the wind has been knocked out of me. I can't believe he tried to take advantage of me the way he did...deliberately! I cried myself to sleep last night, because I lost the one thing I cherished most in our relationship, and that was trust and honesty.
I loved that relationship because it was so damn honest. Honest, even if it hurt. Honest to the point where people couldn't believe exactly how honest we were with one another, particularly throughout some of the more intimate stages of the relationship.
And now. That's gone.
And now, he is upset because of his shame. Now he is upset because he realizes his mistake...he got caught, and now that I've said..."Everything is going to be different now" he hurts over the fact that he hurt me. But he could have been honest, when I asked him the question. If he was just honest then, it would have prevented all this pain...both his and mine.
I am so disappointed.
Are there ANY honest men left out there who aren't just out to play women?
It's so frikkin' sad.
I have heard far too many men bitch about women and "the way" we are.
I am so sick of hearing it already.
Well, I have news for you, buddy.
You and your gender, you made us this way. The fact that many of us are skeptical and can't trust, is a direct result of how we've been treated by your testosterone laden buddies.
It's very simple now. You lie = I walk.
I give up.