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Have you ever felt like there was something missing?
I mean it's like...wow, I have everything I wanted. My shit is done. But why do I still feel incomplete?
How deep do you have to look to fill the holes in your head? How loud do I have to scream for anyone to hear? Have you ever wanted something. I mean wanted something so badly. And you know you can't have it. So what do you do? You look for other things to do, your hands constantly weaving. But soon its over and your eyes gaze back at what you left behind- the thing thats missing. You wonder "Why doesn't anything ever happen for me?" Have you ever felt that way? Why can't things ever happen for me, and why can't I just be happy? Ashamed when you feel the slightest bit of bliss, yet falling deeper when you're sad. That one thing thats missing seemes miles away...miles and miles away...planes away, roads away. And sometimes even further.
I mean it's like...wow, I have everything I wanted. My shit is done. But why do I still feel incomplete?
How deep do you have to look to fill the holes in your head? How loud do I have to scream for anyone to hear? Have you ever wanted something. I mean wanted something so badly. And you know you can't have it. So what do you do? You look for other things to do, your hands constantly weaving. But soon its over and your eyes gaze back at what you left behind- the thing thats missing. You wonder "Why doesn't anything ever happen for me?" Have you ever felt that way? Why can't things ever happen for me, and why can't I just be happy? Ashamed when you feel the slightest bit of bliss, yet falling deeper when you're sad. That one thing thats missing seemes miles away...miles and miles away...planes away, roads away. And sometimes even further.