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WARNING. Extreme bitching ahead.
I really need to complain and I dont want to bug anyone so I am just going bitch here.
I AM GOING TO GO FUCKING CRAZY.
The SAT is in 6 days. Thats fine. My score is much better, but I still have to finish 3 hours of tutoring a night in order to finish the course.
We have choir. EVERY SINGLE DAY THIS WEEK. And not just normal rehearsals. Dress rehearsals that are long and tedious. INCLUDING A PERFORMANCE UNTIL 9:30 FRIDAY NIGHT. Yeah, the night before the SAT.
I have a shitload of makeup work to do because I was sick and at Thespians. Including a makeup test in PreCal over something I didnt learn- BECAUSE I WAS SICK.
And finally my favorite part- a test every day in PreCal to review for the final. isnt that just fucking peachy.
All this- and I am killing myself because I have to pass every class in order to perform in the musical. I am about to die of panic and stress and overall depression. I have never failed before, but the one time I finally get the lead in something I love to do- I have a chance that I could fail this semester because I am so stressed and overworked. I really don't know what to do. Im trying to be calm and not be paranoid, but I just can't help it. I needed to bitch, and since I dont want to burden anyone I just needed to do this. ANYWAY.
I really need to complain and I dont want to bug anyone so I am just going bitch here.
I AM GOING TO GO FUCKING CRAZY.
The SAT is in 6 days. Thats fine. My score is much better, but I still have to finish 3 hours of tutoring a night in order to finish the course.
We have choir. EVERY SINGLE DAY THIS WEEK. And not just normal rehearsals. Dress rehearsals that are long and tedious. INCLUDING A PERFORMANCE UNTIL 9:30 FRIDAY NIGHT. Yeah, the night before the SAT.
I have a shitload of makeup work to do because I was sick and at Thespians. Including a makeup test in PreCal over something I didnt learn- BECAUSE I WAS SICK.
And finally my favorite part- a test every day in PreCal to review for the final. isnt that just fucking peachy.
All this- and I am killing myself because I have to pass every class in order to perform in the musical. I am about to die of panic and stress and overall depression. I have never failed before, but the one time I finally get the lead in something I love to do- I have a chance that I could fail this semester because I am so stressed and overworked. I really don't know what to do. Im trying to be calm and not be paranoid, but I just can't help it. I needed to bitch, and since I dont want to burden anyone I just needed to do this. ANYWAY.