my life is trash

Jun 20, 2005 23:15

Alright now here's the rundown. I party too hard and its time for that to end. No more blackouts, seriously NONE!!!

I cant believe I made out with carter...why!!!! OMG I am gonna cry, I wish I could remember something. I feel like trash and I want to cry!! UGH !!! This is so shitty, I just feel so embarrased and I miss certain people but am too scared to try to talk to any of them because of the silly way I behaved. Why am I such a child. I really do need to stop being out of control.

And to add on to all of that my body still aches from grad. Like i want to throw up still, I should have just gone with the hangover and not fought it so hard. I'd feel so much better if I had just throwm up.

I need to find an Oakville job too. :P life is officially ghetto...

But i need sleep, recuperation is good...

LYL (Love Y'all Lotts)

Jhesika
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