Jun 27, 2005 00:20
Well, introductions usually come first.
My name is Brandon, and I belong to my Mistress. She owns my body, my will, and my heart. Neither of us have had any previous experiences with bondage, so we're both learning as we go. She will always be my lover before my Mistress, and our relationship is based on friendship, love, and trust. We switch roles almost daily, but lately I've been finding myself enjoying the submissive role much more. I love not having freedom to say no to her. Some satisfaction comes from knowing that I am a plaything for her amusement. It's degrading and humiliating, but for some reason which I don't understand, that really turns me on. I suppose that's enough of an introduction...
So jumping right into things:
My Mistress came to my house at about 4:30 today. It's the first time we'd seen eachother in about a week, so naturally I was excited to see her. I had actually planned on saving any bondage/domination for tommorow, but she was looking very sexy in her new outfit (even the Gir shirt). I was a little playful at first, but I couldn't resist asking her to abuse me a little. I'd been on vacation for a week, so I had plenty of time to think of her (and things she could do to me). We began talking about what would happen tommorow, which turned me on pretty quick. I'm looking foward to it. After telling me that she was bringing a white shirt and a plaid skirt to wear for her, she teased me by slowly sliding her hand into my pants. While no actual bondage play occured (with the exception of me tying her up while I ate my dinner) it was one of the more exciting experiences I've been through. She got much rougher than usuall; with a subtle suggestion by me. I'm really looking foward to tommorow.
I took a chance today, and told her one of my more hidden fantasies. I would really like it if she would show me off a little. I may not be the most attractive slave in the world, but I wouldn't have to dress revealingly to satisty this fantasy. I would just like it if she would maybe keep me chained up or wearing a ballgag while she invited over a friend or two. It would be a real perk if she made me serve them (such as food, drinks, or act as a table, or foot prop). I would like people to know that I submit to her whims. She has said that she would like to dress me and lead me around Montgomery for everyone to see. *smile*. I think she won't invite anyone along with us anywhere and have me act as a slave. I imagine it would be a little too akward for her. Maybe one day...