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It's almost 5:00, and my Mistress just left for work. She came back at around 3:30, and almost caught me starting without her. I was a little more tired than before at that point, but I didn't want her to know that. I don't mind so much if she reads it here, which I know she will, but it's easier than telling her. The way she left me dressed and chained, I couldn't stop myself...I was humiliated and REALLY turned on.
When she got here, she tied my hands above my head to the bedpost, and tied my legs really far apart to the legs of the bed. For the first time in a very long time, I couldn't escape no matter how hard I tried. She left the room to come read my entry, and left me to try and squirm my way out. I remember the light coming through my blinds and onto my legs. The looked so feminine, and I was still wearing the panties. I felt utterly humiliated, but turned on at the same time. I love it that she gets off on dressing me up like a girl. I could only stay that way for about ten more minutes before my hands became cold, and it was hard to stay so turned on between the numbness and the fatigue I was feeling from when I was alone, so when she came back into the room, she played with me for a minute and then let me out. Once she untied me, I thought she would like it a little more if I gave her some pleasure for a while.
She let me throw her down on my bed and slide her panties off, all while I'm still dressed in her clothes. I slid two fingers into her and she moaned for more. I took a chance and slid my other two fingers in also, and forced my entire hand inside of her. She kept screaming that it hurt so much, but she wanted more still. I kept pushing deeper and deeper into her untill she couldn't stand it anymore. She started saying "I want you to fuck me so bad," and I almost lost myself completely. I'd gotten all my energy back, and was fully turned on. "Rape me" she kept saying, turning me on even more. She was really getting into it, but I had to stop before I wanted to. It was 4:30, and she had to be at work soon, so I thought it would be best to stop and cuddle for a while.
"We're so perfect for eachother."
When she said that, I knew it was true. Today was perfect. She'd done everything I'd hoped she would, and more.
The thing she did that turned me on the most was punish me for biting her. She forced me down onto the floor and tilted my head up with her boot. She forced the toe of the boot all the way into my mouth, I almost couldn't stop myself from jumping on her right there, but I knew I was being punished, and I submitted. I look foward to much more of that.
Apparantly, the panties I wore really turned her on. I've been instructed to wear them for the rest of the day while she's at work, and sleep in them tonight. I love these assignments she gives me. I just have to work a little harder not to let them be spotted by anyone else today.
I hope the next few days to come are as exciting as this one...
When she got here, she tied my hands above my head to the bedpost, and tied my legs really far apart to the legs of the bed. For the first time in a very long time, I couldn't escape no matter how hard I tried. She left the room to come read my entry, and left me to try and squirm my way out. I remember the light coming through my blinds and onto my legs. The looked so feminine, and I was still wearing the panties. I felt utterly humiliated, but turned on at the same time. I love it that she gets off on dressing me up like a girl. I could only stay that way for about ten more minutes before my hands became cold, and it was hard to stay so turned on between the numbness and the fatigue I was feeling from when I was alone, so when she came back into the room, she played with me for a minute and then let me out. Once she untied me, I thought she would like it a little more if I gave her some pleasure for a while.
She let me throw her down on my bed and slide her panties off, all while I'm still dressed in her clothes. I slid two fingers into her and she moaned for more. I took a chance and slid my other two fingers in also, and forced my entire hand inside of her. She kept screaming that it hurt so much, but she wanted more still. I kept pushing deeper and deeper into her untill she couldn't stand it anymore. She started saying "I want you to fuck me so bad," and I almost lost myself completely. I'd gotten all my energy back, and was fully turned on. "Rape me" she kept saying, turning me on even more. She was really getting into it, but I had to stop before I wanted to. It was 4:30, and she had to be at work soon, so I thought it would be best to stop and cuddle for a while.
"We're so perfect for eachother."
When she said that, I knew it was true. Today was perfect. She'd done everything I'd hoped she would, and more.
The thing she did that turned me on the most was punish me for biting her. She forced me down onto the floor and tilted my head up with her boot. She forced the toe of the boot all the way into my mouth, I almost couldn't stop myself from jumping on her right there, but I knew I was being punished, and I submitted. I look foward to much more of that.
Apparantly, the panties I wore really turned her on. I've been instructed to wear them for the rest of the day while she's at work, and sleep in them tonight. I love these assignments she gives me. I just have to work a little harder not to let them be spotted by anyone else today.
I hope the next few days to come are as exciting as this one...