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i have a lot to say,
but i wont.
sometimes keeping your mouth shut is a good idea.
i was thinking about the past year, and its been really hard.
ive grown a lot, learned a lot, been really happy, been really low.
2006 you were insane!
and now youre almost overrrrrrrr yayyyyyyayayayayay!
i have this one knuckle thats super dry, and wont stop.
i dont understand a lot of people,
people my age anyway.
whatever man!
im going to finish cleaning my room.
its crazy how people you once called your closest friends can turn their back so easy.
the roles switch.
everything is wonderful in their life, and wam bam, they could give 2 shits about whats going on in yours.
im not trying to complain, if anything it shows who real friends are.
but its mind boggling.
im not refering to one person, its more like a handful.
ive also decided im not going to go to shows anymore.
i really dont like the feeling of knowing someones going to say something about me,
and having to be on my toes all the time, especially since ive dealt with it for 2 years.
it gets old :/
shit will get better.
im doing whats right for me.
but i wont.
sometimes keeping your mouth shut is a good idea.
i was thinking about the past year, and its been really hard.
ive grown a lot, learned a lot, been really happy, been really low.
2006 you were insane!
and now youre almost overrrrrrrr yayyyyyyayayayayay!
i have this one knuckle thats super dry, and wont stop.
i dont understand a lot of people,
people my age anyway.
whatever man!
im going to finish cleaning my room.
its crazy how people you once called your closest friends can turn their back so easy.
the roles switch.
everything is wonderful in their life, and wam bam, they could give 2 shits about whats going on in yours.
im not trying to complain, if anything it shows who real friends are.
but its mind boggling.
im not refering to one person, its more like a handful.
ive also decided im not going to go to shows anymore.
i really dont like the feeling of knowing someones going to say something about me,
and having to be on my toes all the time, especially since ive dealt with it for 2 years.
it gets old :/
shit will get better.
im doing whats right for me.