150630 End of the Month
It's already the end of the month and we are going to next month. /sigh Time really flies by really fast. What should have been a great day to look out to turned to anything but. Annoyed as hell. And then there is my boss claiming to have heard something else while I asked him something else. Note to self: NEVER ASK, WRITE DOWN!
Trying to calm down by listening to songs:
There are times I wonder why people believe all those superstition stuff like something bad is going to happen to you when you go to a party and pregnant or send presents to a grand opening of a business while you are in the process of building a new house and what not. There are more of these nonsensicle stuff, which I don't want to sum them up, because the more I think about it, the more angry I get about it.
It shouldn't have gone this far, if I could have freedom of deciding what to do. I could do something about and act rash, but I do not want to have them hate me forever and what not saying I am disrespectful and what not. The thing is they believe in these superstition stuff and I don't. This thing actually surfaced because I said I was invited to a friend's party and we happened to have a similar case here, only in a different location. I thought of ditching and do what I wanted, but in the end I felt like I got threatened in some way. I didn't even get to say I wanted to go to my friend's party and she already said not to go and what not and the way she gave all those explanations and what not had brought my mood down. I have cried very hard for it and I feel all tired now.
In the end I have no choice but to tell my friend I can't go anymore and be at the party I don't want to be. I think I am going to hide somewhere till it's time to eat and appear. Don't care about them and those people who are nosy.
Trying to calm down by listening to songs:
Click to viewThere are times I wonder why people believe all those superstition stuff like something bad is going to happen to you when you go to a party and pregnant or send presents to a grand opening of a business while you are in the process of building a new house and what not. There are more of these nonsensicle stuff, which I don't want to sum them up, because the more I think about it, the more angry I get about it.
It shouldn't have gone this far, if I could have freedom of deciding what to do. I could do something about and act rash, but I do not want to have them hate me forever and what not saying I am disrespectful and what not. The thing is they believe in these superstition stuff and I don't. This thing actually surfaced because I said I was invited to a friend's party and we happened to have a similar case here, only in a different location. I thought of ditching and do what I wanted, but in the end I felt like I got threatened in some way. I didn't even get to say I wanted to go to my friend's party and she already said not to go and what not and the way she gave all those explanations and what not had brought my mood down. I have cried very hard for it and I feel all tired now.
In the end I have no choice but to tell my friend I can't go anymore and be at the party I don't want to be. I think I am going to hide somewhere till it's time to eat and appear. Don't care about them and those people who are nosy.