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Oct 20, 2006 19:47

I had my third driving lesson today and it went bad >_< I am so angry at myself. I don't want to fail for my exam and I really should try to loosen up a bit if I sit there in the car, but I seem to get nervous all the time, although i've driven a few times with my father. I think I am a little scare of the driving teacher, because of something that had happened a year ago. My sis had a few problems with that man, and I hope he is not gonna use something to get his revenge, because I don't like to be used by someone because of something someone else had done. Next week will be the 4th time that I've driven with that man and I hope I am gonna do better next week then today.

It was in the early morning that I had P.E and I was really tired after having changed my clothes. Gosh... i wonder why they even put P.E. It's good to get P.E. but sometimes i wished they had a sort of place where you can do P.E. inside instead of outside in the freaking heating sun!!
time flies by quickly and I wonder if i will be able to pass everything eg. exams and other things what I want to pass and I need to pass. I need to focus on my work from next week on!! Because it's not long, before the pr-emas are starting and I am stressing so much!!!
I want to scream, punch someone and do a lot of other things to people. I feel irritated quickly and I wonder where I can actually find the time to rest a bit, because I don't seem to have that lots of time lately. There are a lot of things that I want to do at the same time and I want to do them quickly. Sometimes I wonder why I am rushing things a bit. I worry toomuch about this and that. I want to do things quickly, and overwork myself. Most of the time I end up all sick on my bed. It's bad for my health. I know that but still I do that all the time.

I need to watch wFL MVs, then I'll calm down a bit. I've noticed that when I listen to wFL, I calm down for the rest of the time. I am so happy that I got into wFL, because they're so interesting and they are so cute and adorable. They're nice too and friendly. Oh, how I wish I could meet them sometime in the future and sometimes, I imagine me seeing them for real. I'd like to know them better and want to befriend them. That'll be cool!!
Well, that's every wFL fangirl's dream, ne?

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