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i have embarassed myself in front of a piano again. i played the minute waltz for the in class portion of my english project yesterday. horribly. i dont even want to look at anyone in that class. especially not mr gans. or the band kids. ugh. piano is the one thing that i let myself think im good at. but this is now time #2 ive played horribly in front of an audience. i have no future. plus its just so shameful. im banking on some character building here.
and more shame: by the ferry dock sunday a man approached me selling candy. i was like yay someone actually doing something for people hes begging from so i bought a candy. then as he handed it to me he said "thanks. christian outreach needs all the money it can get." so then i spent the next hour or so feeling guilty.
on sunday i went twitting, then wandered around downtown seattle alone for an hour (which was amazing until the whole christian outreach thing) and then went to the jewish film festival. i think i need to take more solo outings. ive really only been alone when im out to accomplish something or sitting at home. but going out alone is just... lovely.
also adrian and i got second in state for duo. hurrah. rebecca got first in interperative reading, and sean second in humourous interp. we were the smallest team there and we got the fifth highest number of awards. um sort of. 5th place sweepstake award. kind of complicated to explain. anyway bainbridge rocks. now im done with debate till june.
oliver rehersals have started. im so freaking thrilled for the show. with some of the people who are gone, it almost feels like theres less.. hm... competition. like anything almost cliquey that was happening is now gone. actually last year it was really cliquey. it was also really really lovey, and some of that will be lost, but at least it will be more equal. i hope.
this is way shorter than my usual and i think i have more to say however i am going to bed. goodnight friends and loved ones.
love
and more shame: by the ferry dock sunday a man approached me selling candy. i was like yay someone actually doing something for people hes begging from so i bought a candy. then as he handed it to me he said "thanks. christian outreach needs all the money it can get." so then i spent the next hour or so feeling guilty.
on sunday i went twitting, then wandered around downtown seattle alone for an hour (which was amazing until the whole christian outreach thing) and then went to the jewish film festival. i think i need to take more solo outings. ive really only been alone when im out to accomplish something or sitting at home. but going out alone is just... lovely.
also adrian and i got second in state for duo. hurrah. rebecca got first in interperative reading, and sean second in humourous interp. we were the smallest team there and we got the fifth highest number of awards. um sort of. 5th place sweepstake award. kind of complicated to explain. anyway bainbridge rocks. now im done with debate till june.
oliver rehersals have started. im so freaking thrilled for the show. with some of the people who are gone, it almost feels like theres less.. hm... competition. like anything almost cliquey that was happening is now gone. actually last year it was really cliquey. it was also really really lovey, and some of that will be lost, but at least it will be more equal. i hope.
this is way shorter than my usual and i think i have more to say however i am going to bed. goodnight friends and loved ones.
love