Im rambling...again....

[littlerosati87]

I was gonna hang out with some people tonight but then I realized that everyone in the group was gonna be with theyre bf/gf and I was like...umm no. So I stayed home since I dont have my car anyways...and Im watchin Stand By Me which is perfectly cool. The only thing to make it better would be if I had someone or jsut anyone to watch it with...I guess Im just a loner...someone today told me I need a bf, I guess thats true...someone also told me I have to much cleavage in onea my senior pictures but I honestly tried to have none but that would have required me to wear a turtle neck in like 90 degree weather when the pciture was taken but Liz told her to fuck off so whatever, I cant satisfy everyone. People also keep telling me to go to semi but I dont really want to...I mean I have no date, I dont plan on getting asked, I dont particularly like dressing up a lot and I mean Im going to the prom because I have to, whats the point of the semi? Its likea pre prom and I dont have a lot of money either so if im gonna go to a dance Ill save my money for prom. makes sense to me. I think I want a bf...like Gwen and Taylor and Jessie and Margie all have them and so they can go on their little dates and its like...no boys for Ellen....Im prolly better off cause I normally find the pricks...I'll prolly be forced to join a convent when Im 30 so I wont die alone...haha, good plan right there.
Whatever
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