this is jsut me venting....u might wanna skip this entry
Ok...so the past week has had some major ups and major downs
Im a bad assistant stage manager
I didnt get my saturdays off
I feel like Im losing some friends
People I depended on b4 dont seem to be around or even care anymore
Im slacking in school and I have the easiest subjects ever
however....
I know I have a ton of people that care about me...I know that
yea that was my up....
*I need to totally rearrange and organize my life and just do the things that make me happy and not care about what other people think and I need to think positive and get motivated*
~and the people who have been critisizing me....just leave me the hell alone because Im tired of hearing about how shitty I make other peoples lives and how I do things wrong and I need to change...and other people need to stop useing me for stuff like rides, if u wanna hang out then I'll give u a ride to where were hangin out but dont ask for a ride if Im not invited to stay, or if u dont actually want me there and Im gonna be ignored the whole time. I dont mind giving rides mosta the time, I really dont, but Im starting to feel used. I should mean more to people then just the taxi.~