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so I stayed home sick which sucks cause I missed the debate in English which I was kinda excited for cause I actually did all the research and was wicked prepared....
This week has been kinda up and down, I cant really decide if Im happy or not, like, Im kinda in an inbetween state if that makes sense, iunno...I just really wish something wicked good would happen for me, something that would make me smile, not a fake smile or a forced smile, I just want something to happen that will make me happy, even if its just for an hour or so, iunno Im sick and feverish and Im rambling...
I feel like Im losing some of my friends, like Im not as close to people as I was before and I dont like that....
This week has been kinda up and down, I cant really decide if Im happy or not, like, Im kinda in an inbetween state if that makes sense, iunno...I just really wish something wicked good would happen for me, something that would make me smile, not a fake smile or a forced smile, I just want something to happen that will make me happy, even if its just for an hour or so, iunno Im sick and feverish and Im rambling...
I feel like Im losing some of my friends, like Im not as close to people as I was before and I dont like that....