thoughts
why do I feel like I'm losing my best friend to a guy?.....
I feel like her and I are drifting apart...which scares me because in a few months I'll be in Austin and she'll be in Hunstville.
I understand this is her first real relationship and shes "in love" and what not...but still...shes just going to drop me, her best friend of 13 years?
It seems like anytime we talk about getting together or something, I call her and bam shes with him. It was ok the first couple of times, but now it just annoys me.
It doesnt even really help that I dont like they guy. I mean I dont know him very well, but what I do know of him and what I've heard, I don't like, hate to break to her, but yeah.
I think the past couple of months shes cried more than I have ever seen her cry. And that just ripped my heart up.
I don't know, maybe I'm just overreacting...but I still can't help but feel pushed aside. I mean I'll always be here for her, and she knows that, but shes taking it for granted, and I'm sick of it.
I understand she likes to be with him, but she can't squeeze me in one day of the friggin week? I have a boyfriend too, but we're not inseperable, thats a little ridiculous.
But oh well. I hope shes happy...Thats all that matters...
I feel like her and I are drifting apart...which scares me because in a few months I'll be in Austin and she'll be in Hunstville.
I understand this is her first real relationship and shes "in love" and what not...but still...shes just going to drop me, her best friend of 13 years?
It seems like anytime we talk about getting together or something, I call her and bam shes with him. It was ok the first couple of times, but now it just annoys me.
It doesnt even really help that I dont like they guy. I mean I dont know him very well, but what I do know of him and what I've heard, I don't like, hate to break to her, but yeah.
I think the past couple of months shes cried more than I have ever seen her cry. And that just ripped my heart up.
I don't know, maybe I'm just overreacting...but I still can't help but feel pushed aside. I mean I'll always be here for her, and she knows that, but shes taking it for granted, and I'm sick of it.
I understand she likes to be with him, but she can't squeeze me in one day of the friggin week? I have a boyfriend too, but we're not inseperable, thats a little ridiculous.
But oh well. I hope shes happy...Thats all that matters...