well....
Well....
I didn't make state. But oh well, I gave it my best shot, sight-reading got me yet again. But what can ya do?
This whole college thing is starting to hit me now. This is the second semester of my senior year. I mean, after this, thats it, no more high school. Its still very surreal right now. I know that its happening, but at the same time I still feel like I'll be in high school forever. I look back on my 4 years at Humble and I just smile. I wouldn't trade back anything. These memories are some we will remember all of our lifes. I remember being in middle school and thinking that 2006 will never come, and now its here and in full swing. Its very frightening, yet very exciting at the same time. Though I am scared out of my mind to enter college, I am very ready to leave Humble. I am planning on attending UT Austin, so hopefully everything will go to plan. I can only imagine the day I leave for school....it will be very terrifying. But it will close this chapter of my life. This is only the beginning. There is so much more to come, who knows what will happen. The thought of getting old scares me. I'm already 18 now, it sounds so old to me...I know I won't be a teenager forever, and soon I will be a regular adult in the real world...I am still confused with what I want to do with my life. I know I want it to involve performing, thats what I do, and what I love. But all I know is its tough competition and there are millions of people just as good and better than I am. I am really looking to find my own soon, you know, the thing that makes you different and unique. I am auditioning for an intense musical theatre training workshop in florida on the 28th, and I really hope I get it. I think it would help me to put into prospective this whole performing thing, to see if I really have a chance. Don't get me wrong, I want to go to college and obtain new levels of education and get a degree, but my heart is in music. I'm not sure how many of my friends have their futures planned out, and if you do, more power to ya. I see college as a fresh start. A clean slate, a chance to be who you want and achieve new and higher goals.
Sorry about that, I just needed to get my feelings out.
But anyway, I have a really great boyfriend now. :D His name is Zach Garrett, and hes pretty sweet.
The summer is going to be fun. I'm going to be a lifeguard at the atascocita south pool! yay!
well I guess that is all for now!
<3
rita pita
I didn't make state. But oh well, I gave it my best shot, sight-reading got me yet again. But what can ya do?
This whole college thing is starting to hit me now. This is the second semester of my senior year. I mean, after this, thats it, no more high school. Its still very surreal right now. I know that its happening, but at the same time I still feel like I'll be in high school forever. I look back on my 4 years at Humble and I just smile. I wouldn't trade back anything. These memories are some we will remember all of our lifes. I remember being in middle school and thinking that 2006 will never come, and now its here and in full swing. Its very frightening, yet very exciting at the same time. Though I am scared out of my mind to enter college, I am very ready to leave Humble. I am planning on attending UT Austin, so hopefully everything will go to plan. I can only imagine the day I leave for school....it will be very terrifying. But it will close this chapter of my life. This is only the beginning. There is so much more to come, who knows what will happen. The thought of getting old scares me. I'm already 18 now, it sounds so old to me...I know I won't be a teenager forever, and soon I will be a regular adult in the real world...I am still confused with what I want to do with my life. I know I want it to involve performing, thats what I do, and what I love. But all I know is its tough competition and there are millions of people just as good and better than I am. I am really looking to find my own soon, you know, the thing that makes you different and unique. I am auditioning for an intense musical theatre training workshop in florida on the 28th, and I really hope I get it. I think it would help me to put into prospective this whole performing thing, to see if I really have a chance. Don't get me wrong, I want to go to college and obtain new levels of education and get a degree, but my heart is in music. I'm not sure how many of my friends have their futures planned out, and if you do, more power to ya. I see college as a fresh start. A clean slate, a chance to be who you want and achieve new and higher goals.
Sorry about that, I just needed to get my feelings out.
But anyway, I have a really great boyfriend now. :D His name is Zach Garrett, and hes pretty sweet.
The summer is going to be fun. I'm going to be a lifeguard at the atascocita south pool! yay!
well I guess that is all for now!
<3
rita pita