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So...........
A lot to say
I moved to another apartment in March
Off of Perrin Beittel
I like it a lot better
I work at Tripps Humor Bar
Since March
For all those San Antons
I am playing a show Monday at 9pm at Tripps
It's right behind Bill Millers down Pat Booker
In front of Randolph AFB
My first bar show
I am nervous but really excited
I have so much confidence
It's amazing how much I haven changed, I love it
My anxiety took a turn for the worst last month
I was at work and stepped outside for some air
I sat down and couldn't "wake up"
A customer brought me into the bar and put me on the pool table
I could feel and hear everything that was going on
Let me tell you
Sternum rubs really hurt, jerks
Anyway they had to call an ambulance and that sucked
I was scared and confused
It was the lowest point of my life
I think I realized I had to help myself and take control of my disease
When I was restrained the a hospital bed
The doc said I had a dissociative episode brought on by my anxiety
Basically an out of body experience, split personality
I freaked when I looked it up
Because from the ambulance to being in the hospital I was completely different
I was violent and rude
I didn't know why
I'm tired of this thing controlling everything I do
Not anymore
Tomorrow is going to be a crap day
Norville is going in for a checkup and he is getting nudered
I then have a dentist appointment after I drop my little boy off
Then I have to work
Then pick him up
Then stay home and make sure he is alright
New song
The Weak
Verse 1:
These stars have fade away
A shell of a broken name
Worthless memories
Taste the glass of sweet sorrow
This life has died
The world's up for sale
No beauty here
Just a cold, empty home
Chorus:
Don't be like me
Don't be the weak
Regret's a price to pay
Just forget everything
Verse 2:
This soul's up fpr grabs
Please coin my eyes
Be the one to say
Good riddance, you poor soul
My hands are full of dirt
My flesh filled with rot
The candle flame has gone
And darkness, swallows me
Chorus:
Bridge:
I'm the weak
I'm the broken
I'm not everyone
But I am here to say
Chorus:
End
I wrote this after the hospital
I hope everyone is doing well
I miss everybody and think of you often
MWAH! so much
I squish all of you and give prayers to everyone
Much love
-little rikki
A lot to say
I moved to another apartment in March
Off of Perrin Beittel
I like it a lot better
I work at Tripps Humor Bar
Since March
For all those San Antons
I am playing a show Monday at 9pm at Tripps
It's right behind Bill Millers down Pat Booker
In front of Randolph AFB
My first bar show
I am nervous but really excited
I have so much confidence
It's amazing how much I haven changed, I love it
My anxiety took a turn for the worst last month
I was at work and stepped outside for some air
I sat down and couldn't "wake up"
A customer brought me into the bar and put me on the pool table
I could feel and hear everything that was going on
Let me tell you
Sternum rubs really hurt, jerks
Anyway they had to call an ambulance and that sucked
I was scared and confused
It was the lowest point of my life
I think I realized I had to help myself and take control of my disease
When I was restrained the a hospital bed
The doc said I had a dissociative episode brought on by my anxiety
Basically an out of body experience, split personality
I freaked when I looked it up
Because from the ambulance to being in the hospital I was completely different
I was violent and rude
I didn't know why
I'm tired of this thing controlling everything I do
Not anymore
Tomorrow is going to be a crap day
Norville is going in for a checkup and he is getting nudered
I then have a dentist appointment after I drop my little boy off
Then I have to work
Then pick him up
Then stay home and make sure he is alright
New song
The Weak
Verse 1:
These stars have fade away
A shell of a broken name
Worthless memories
Taste the glass of sweet sorrow
This life has died
The world's up for sale
No beauty here
Just a cold, empty home
Chorus:
Don't be like me
Don't be the weak
Regret's a price to pay
Just forget everything
Verse 2:
This soul's up fpr grabs
Please coin my eyes
Be the one to say
Good riddance, you poor soul
My hands are full of dirt
My flesh filled with rot
The candle flame has gone
And darkness, swallows me
Chorus:
Bridge:
I'm the weak
I'm the broken
I'm not everyone
But I am here to say
Chorus:
End
I wrote this after the hospital
I hope everyone is doing well
I miss everybody and think of you often
MWAH! so much
I squish all of you and give prayers to everyone
Much love
-little rikki